I'm Jian Mingze an average high schooler trying to survive the cruel and evil world.
I'm not popular I'm not extremely handsome I'm nothing....
As much as I tell my self every day will be a good they it never is. I'm bullied and mocked every day and the teachers don't care, yet alone the students.
I wonder if I diss appeared from this world will all my troubles be solved?
I couldn't live in a world where no one or anything cares for me I... I don't want to live I don't see a point in living, why should I live?
I got up at 3 in the morning my hair messy and disheveled. I was still in my school uniform I didn't bother to change it it's not like I'm going to school.
I walked hours and hours to the ocean I kept getting glances from passerby and homeless people but I didn't care
I finally made it... I made it to the place that would end my cruel and grueling life, here is where I would end it all.
As I walked into the vast and deep ocean memories of my life flashed before my eyes.
All the times I've been bullied, ridiculed, mocked and beaten.all those memories flashed before me but I didn't feel the need for revenge I didn't feel anything....
As I got snapped back into my senses the water was already at my neck
But I didn't panic, I kept going deeper and deeper until I was fully submerged in the water
The ocean was quite it was Serene and eerie at the same time
Perhaps that's why I liked it....
It was getting hard to breathe as I sinked deeper.
But I didn't care. I closed my eyes and I allowed the ocean to sink me deeper.
I wonder if I die, will someone miss me? I mean it's unlikely I have no family left no friends no one....