The locker room after the match against Vélez was unusually quiet.
Not because we lost—we didn't.
But because we'd been pushed to our limit.
Sweaty jerseys clung to bodies like armor after battle. Some guys sat hunched over, tying and untying shoelaces just to do something. Others stared at the floor, as if the ground could explain why we didn't win.
Me? I sat in silence, wiping the mud from my cleats, heart still racing from the goal. Not the celebration kind—just that sharp, electric echo of having done something that mattered.
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Duarte passed behind me and muttered low, "Nice goal."
His tone was flat. Almost like he regretted saying it.
I looked up, but he didn't glance back.
Just kept walking.
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Coach Ríos entered a minute later. No clipboard. No yelling.
He stood in the center, arms folded.
"You learned today," he said. "All of you."
No one spoke. We just listened.
"Vélez plays like a machine. You didn't beat them. But you didn't break either. That's growth."
His eyes scanned the room, then landed on me.
"Altamirano."
I straightened.
"You adapted. That's what this level demands. Do it again next week."
That was it.
No applause. No backslaps.
Just expectation.
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Later, as I was pulling my sweater over my damp hair, Ríos called me over.
Outside, near the far goal post, he lit a cigarette—one of the few moments I'd ever seen him relax.
"You hungry?" he asked, staring at the sky.
"Always," I replied. Not sure if he meant food or football.
He chuckled once.
"You did well. But don't think they didn't notice."
I looked at him.
"Who?"
"The others. The ones you're competing with."
I hesitated. "I'm not trying to take anyone's spot."
"That's exactly what makes you dangerous."
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On the way home, I sat by the bus window, forehead against the glass. The city blurred past—concrete, streetlights, shadows of a place still half-asleep.
I thought about Duarte. About the pass he gave me. The goal. The silence.
It wasn't envy. Not exactly.
It was territory.
The midfield belonged to him. Until now.
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At home, my mom was already heating up lentils. "¡Mi goleador!" she smiled, apron stained with tomato sauce. "How many this time?"
"One," I said, hanging my backpack on the chair.
"But one that matters," she added, serving my plate like it was a medal.
My dad sat in the corner reading the paper, but I knew he was listening. He always was.
Over dinner, they didn't talk about tactics or stats.
Just about how I looked more confident. How I walked differently.
How the number on my back was starting to feel like it belonged.
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That night, I couldn't sleep.
I lay staring at the ceiling, arms behind my head, the words from Ríos echoing:
"You adapted."
"Do it again."
"That's what this level demands."
And then—
"You're not playing bad. You're just playing alone."
I thought about that more than anything.
Because maybe I wasn't just learning to play football.
Maybe I was learning how to carry others with me.
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The next morning, I showed up early to training.
The field was empty. Fog hovered low over the grass like smoke.
I dropped my bag, took out the ball, and started hitting one-touch passes against the wall.
Left foot.
Right foot.
Trap.
Turn.
Again.
In that moment, no one was watching. No coaches. No teammates.
Just me and the echo of the ball against the cement.
I wasn't doing it for a spot.
I wasn't doing it for applause.
I was doing it because this—this quiet grind—was what it would take.
To be more than a good player.
To become a professional.
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[End of Chapter 14]