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Chapter 60 - Circle of Courage

The room was quiet, except for the low hum of a space heater by the door. Folding chairs formed a wide circle on the linoleum floor, their metal legs screeching faintly whenever someone shifted. The community center's windows were fogged from the inside, the warmth of breath and quiet nerves blurring the view of dusk outside.

Mia stood by the back wall, her hands tucked into her coat sleeves. She stayed near the bulletin board, blending into the shadows just enough to watch without being watched.

Sarah sat two chairs away from the volunteer coordinator, her posture stiff but attentive. Her hands twisted in her lap. A styrofoam cup of chamomile tea steamed gently beside her on the floor. She hadn't touched it.

The group's facilitator, a middle-aged woman with soft features and a voice like velvet, smiled gently. "Whenever you feel ready," she said.

Sarah inhaled.

For a moment, it seemed she wouldn't speak. But then her voice, uncertain at first, threaded its way into the circle.

"I used to think silence kept me safe," she said. "That if I didn't name the things that hurt, they wouldn't grow."

A rustle passed through the room. One woman nodded, another brushed at her eyes.

Sarah went on, steadier now. "But the silence grew heavier. And I… I started to feel like I was disappearing underneath it."

Mia's throat tightened.

A part of her wanted to step forward, to say You're not invisible. You never were.

But she stayed still.

Sarah spoke about moving between homes. About the times she couldn't explain why she flinched at raised voices. About not knowing what it meant to trust.

And then, with a small breath, she added, "Lately… I've felt something shift. Like maybe… someone out there believes I'm worth seeing."

Mia closed her eyes.

The group remained silent for a beat. Then came the soft sound of knuckles tapping chair arms—an unspoken sign of support. Sarah's shoulders loosened just slightly.

A tissue box passed hands. Someone offered her a smile. She returned it, trembling but genuine.

Across the circle, the facilitator's eyes met Mia's. There was no question in them. Only quiet recognition.

After the meeting, the room emptied slowly. People lingered to fold chairs, to refill tea cups, to exchange small affirmations.

Mia remained by the wall, still unmoving. Sarah had drifted to the far side of the room, listening to someone share a recipe for lentil stew.

She was smiling.

A soft, honest smile that didn't brace against collapse.

Mia blinked against the warmth stinging her eyes.

Her journal was tucked beneath her coat, but she didn't need it now. She didn't need to log this moment to remember it.

Because she would.

And then, a flicker.

A shape at the corner of her vision.

She turned her head and saw it: a tall woman by the door, watching the room with quiet intensity. Hair tied back in a scarf. Arms folded. Not quite there, not quite gone.

Mia's breath caught.

Her mother.

Just as she remembered her from childhood: distant but steady. Standing on the edge of a gathering, neither stepping forward nor turning away.

But before Mia could move, the image wavered.

Faded.

Gone.

She gasped, hand gripping the doorframe.

Someone asked if she was okay. Mia nodded, forcing a smile. "Just a bit of vertigo," she said.

But inside, she felt the shift again.

Not the timeline this time.

Herself.

Faint at the edges.

She touched the inside of her wrist, searching for pulse. It beat—steady, but distant.

Outside, the streetlamps flickered on. Snow had started to fall—soft, silent flakes that didn't stick but danced briefly in the yellow light.

Sarah exited the building beside a woman in a knit cap. They laughed about something. Sarah's shoulders shook with it—laughter that came from the ribs.

Mia stepped further into the shadows, letting the cold bite her cheeks.

There was nothing else to do now.

No more messages to place. No rides to reroute. No envelopes to seal.

She would wait.

And watch.

Until she couldn't.

She wandered slowly around the side of the building, the wind threading through her sleeves. The backs of her hands were cold. She cupped them under her arms.

Footprints dotted the walkway behind the center. Others had come and gone tonight. She stepped into one set, tracing it backwards as if walking in someone else's shoes could make time unspool.

It didn't.

But the action soothed her.

A loose banner flapped softly against the siding—Community Voices: Every Thursday at 7. The letters had faded.

She ran her fingers along the edge of the vinyl, pressing the cold plastic tight against her palm.

"I see you," she whispered.

It was unclear to whom.

Later, she sat on the low steps facing the empty parking lot. Lights buzzed faintly above, insects already gathering despite the cold.

She took out her notebook. Opened it to a blank page.

Wrote:

Observed shift. Vocalization achieved. Tone: authentic. Audience: empathetic.

Then a new line:

Possible vision anomaly: maternal projection? Cross-reference with previous fragment events.

She hesitated.

Then added:

If this is memory surfacing, why now? If warning—what's the trigger?

She sat motionless, staring at the ink.

The cold crept under her collar.

Finally, she wrote one more line, slower:

It felt like presence. Not imagination.

She let the notebook rest on her lap and tilted her head back, staring at the barely visible stars.

Breathing.

Just breathing.

The stars didn't answer. But they also didn't blink away.

She watched until the lights of the center clicked off, and the last staff member locked the door.

Then she stood, tucked the journal close, and turned toward the long walk home.

Her boots crunched in the frost-bitten grass. A single crow called somewhere above the tree line.

Mia didn't hurry.

Each step felt heavy. But real.

And sometimes, she reminded herself, that was all survival asked for.

Halfway down the block, she paused under a flickering streetlight.

A car passed. Its headlights swept over her, then vanished into the curve ahead.

In the silence that followed, she pulled her coat tighter around her and glanced back toward the building.

One window was still lit.

She didn't know if it was Sarah.

But she smiled anyway.

Just in case.

Then turned forward again.

The wind picked up, fluttering the corner of her coat.

And for the first time in days, she let it carry her forward.

Her shadow elongated across the sidewalk, joining a second cast by a distant tree.

For a moment, they moved in rhythm.

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