Han Bihong's current mood is incredibly complex; on one hand, she wants to know about her past, and on the other, she fears knowing.
No matter what, she is now an assassin with blood-stained hands, having done too many evil deeds for the Blood Rose.
If she learns about her childhood, she will realize she was an unfortunate child who helped the Blood Rose retrace its old steps, doing to others what was once done to her; thinking of this, she feels like a sinner and is particularly anxious.
"Don't resist, accept reality calmly," Ye Fan saw through Han Bihong's mindset and advised.
Han Bihong took a deep breath before replying in a low voice, "Can you really help me remember my childhood?"
"Yes," Ye Fan nodded.
"If death is inevitable, what is there to fear? I might as well let him treat me. If I can remember who I am, I would die contented. If I have no childhood, trying to extract useful information from me is a lost cause," Han Bihong understood everything.
