This is something that only brings humiliation upon herself. Following him would only make him despise her more.
However, she doesn't blame Luo Qingchen. It's her own problem.
She is not dazzling enough.
If only she had Lu Xingzhi's striking beauty, her serene and fresh temperament, her intelligence, her talent...
But she has nothing.
These shining qualities don't belong to her.
She's just like many other girls—silent and unnoticed.
Clearly, she doesn't think she's bad, yet she lacks confidence.
When Liu Bailu returned to the dormitory, she didn't look well. She wanted to change herself, at least so others could see her strengths.
"Bailu, what's wrong with you?" Ke Yanchu noticed something was off with her and asked with concern.
"Nothing."
"You look really unwell! Are you sure there's nothing wrong?" Xiong Yali chimed in.
"Really nothing, I was just thinking about the topic the teacher discussed today." Liu Bailu casually made an excuse.
