DEAD, I was immediately pulled out of the bar by Shuan. He made me get into his car, almost bumping my head as he pushed me into the car. We went home together, and I saw the tension in his jaw and the furrow in his forehead.
When we arrived home, no one spoke to us, but his gaze at me was sharp, making me a little nervous. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes tightly, as if he were holding back.
"Go to sleep now," he said coldly to me before leaving in front of me.
Is he just going to leave me here? I'm not a child anymore, so I can leave and go home even at night, hmp.
"And why?" I shouted at him, making him stop.
"Why?" he laughed, but still turned away from me.
Is he mocking me?
"Yes, why did I interfere when you brought another girl here huh? Did I interfere when you were late? I got angry huh," I angrily shouted at him.
He faced me. He looked up before looking at me.
"Yo-" I interrupted what he was about to say.
"Yes, I'll sleep whenever I want. You know, I don't like men with vices," I didn't know, but I felt like I was already crying. I saw in his eyes that he felt guilty.
"I-I'll sleep now," I tried not to stutter. Why do I feel like I'm the one embarrassed by what I did? Maybe because he's older than me.
I couldn't sleep, maybe I did something wrong too. I'm already married, and as a woman, I go out with my friends but I'm still single because I'm only twenty years old.
I stared at the ceiling all night, and didn't realize it was already morning. "Iha, Manang is awake," I heard Manang's voice. I stood up and quickly went to the bathroom, looked at myself in the mirror.
"My eye bags are so big," I pouted and then washed my face.
I went downstairs for breakfast. When I arrived in the kitchen, the food was already prepared but I couldn't find Shuan.
"Manang, where is-" Manang looked surprised at me.
"Oh, what happened to your eyes huh? Did you stay up late and why?" Manang asked one after the other.
"I just read a lot," I smiled.
"Oh okay, eat," said Manang and I ate even though I wasn't really hungry.
I ate quietly, and I was quiet when I saw Shuan dressed and leaving. Later, I heard the sound of his car engine, a sign that he had left.
After eating, I immediately took a shower and went to school. On my way, they smiled at me, and I knew they were talking about my eyes. I just exhaled before entering the room.
"OMG," "The President's daughter is here," "Baby Arwien, bite me," "Please adopt me," "They're handsome."
I looked up from bowing my head. I'm here in the cafeteria while Sab is eating, and I'm sleeping but some noisy people arrived. I looked in their direction, my eyes widened at what I saw.
"What is he doing here?" I shouted, I saw that everyone was quiet and looking at me.
I saw Shuan smile. I'll be embarrassed right away if I get what Sab is watching on her cellphone as a reason, even though she's not watching anything.
"It should be like that, Jang-Na-Ra," I talked to myself and pretended to watch and then sat down.
I breathed a sigh of relief when I lost sight of it. I went back to bowing but annoyingly my phone rang.
"Who's this?" I answered.
"Come here," it was Shuan.
"And where?" I asked without enthusiasm.
"Parking lot," and I looked at the screen because he immediately hung up.
I stood up, but I didn't know what happened because I felt dizzy and felt the fall to the floor, I also heard screams.
"FVCK, where is my Wi-Shay Fatimah Claveria," a shout that woke me up. I scratched my head before standing up. The person was sleeping, it was noisy.
I looked at the door when it opened. It's Shuan.
"Are you fine, aren't you dizzy or..." he asked worriedly, I just shook my head.
"Good, what do you want to eat," he asked.
Why is he so nice now, I'll get annoyed.
"You," I teased him.
"Okay later-" he paused for a while, so I laughed.
"Me," he assured me.
"I mean, you decide," I smiled, and I saw him nod.
Soon after, a delivery arrived, and I ate, or we ate.
"Why do you eat so much huh, maybe if you get fat you'll blame me," my mouth was full of food, but I still tried to speak. I closed my mouth when I felt his forehead flick.
"Don't talk when your mouth is full, okay?" he smiled at me, I just nodded.
No one spoke until we finished eating. We went home together, but it seems like he still doesn't intend to speak, and when we got home, he still didn't speak.
"Hey, is there a problem huh?" I asked nervously, and it seems like he woke up.
"I'm Dad now," he suddenly said and I was surprised, I looked at him.
"You got another girl pregnant, it's okay if you take responsibility huh," I said tearfully to him and he looked at me smiling. Maybe he did, why would I be hurt huh? I don't love him anyway.
I covered my mouth because of what he said while smiling.
"I made you pregnant."