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Chapter 171 - Things We Never Said

The days became quieter after that.

Not empty.

Just quieter.

There were fewer people asking Aanya how she felt.

Fewer careful glances.

Fewer conversations that stopped whenever she entered a room.

People were slowly learning that she was going to be all right.

Aanya was learning it too.

Her strength returned in small increments.

She could walk for longer without getting tired.

She began sitting by the window in the afternoons.

Sometimes she would read.

Sometimes she would do nothing at all.

And sometimes she would simply watch the world outside.

She found herself doing that often.

Watching.

There was something comforting about it.

The world didn't ask her to understand it.

It simply continued.

One afternoon, Aditi was sitting across from her, scrolling through her phone while Aanya read.

Aanya had been on the same page for several minutes.

Aditi noticed.

"You haven't turned the page."

Aanya looked up.

"I was thinking."

"About?"

Aanya glanced down at the book.

"I don't know."

Aditi studied her.

"That's happening a lot."

"What?"

"You think for ten minutes and then say you don't know."

Aanya smiled.

"Maybe I'm becoming mysterious."

"No."

Aditi returned to her phone.

"You're becoming annoying."

Aanya laughed.

She closed the book.

"What do you think happens when someone loses three years?"

Aditi looked up again.

"Depends."

"On what?"

"On the person."

Aanya thought about that.

"Do they ever get them back?"

"No."

The answer was simple.

Aanya nodded.

"I know."

Aditi put her phone down.

"You can't get those years back."

"I know."

"But you can decide what you do with the ones you have."

Aanya looked at her.

Aditi shrugged.

"That's all I meant."

The conversation ended there.

But the thought stayed.

That evening, Aanya sat at her desk again.

The notebook was still there.

She opened it.

She read the pages she had written.

They weren't particularly good.

Some were only a few lines.

Some were questions.

Some were memories.

Some were things she didn't know whether to call memories at all.

She had written:

What did I dream about?

Did I know people were waiting?

What does it mean to wake up and find out that someone has lived an entire life without you?

She stopped there.

Then turned the page.

She began writing again.

Not about herself.

At least, not directly.

She wrote about a girl who stood at a railway station after missing her train.

The girl had a ticket.

She had packed a bag.

She knew exactly where she was supposed to go.

But the train had left without her.

And now she had to decide whether to wait for the next one.

Aanya stopped.

She read the paragraph.

Something about it felt familiar.

Not familiar enough to be a memory.

Just familiar enough to hurt.

She continued.

The girl waited.

People came and went around her.

Some trains arrived.

Some departed.

Everyone seemed to know where they were going.

Except her.

Aanya kept writing.

She didn't notice when the afternoon became evening.

She didn't notice when her mother called her for dinner the first time.

Or the second.

It was only when Aditi entered her room that she finally looked up.

"You've been here for hours."

Aanya blinked.

"Have I?"

"Yes."

Aditi looked at the notebook.

"What are you writing?"

Aanya hesitated.

"I don't know."

Aditi smiled.

"That's becoming your favourite answer."

Aanya closed the notebook.

"It's nothing."

Aditi raised an eyebrow.

"You're hiding it?"

"No."

"You absolutely are."

Aanya smiled.

"It's just a story."

"A story?"

"Yeah."

"About?"

Aanya looked at the notebook.

"A girl who missed a train."

Aditi stared at her.

"That's suspiciously philosophical."

"It's just a story."

"Okay."

Aditi didn't push.

She simply sat beside her.

"Do you want to show me?"

Aanya thought for a moment.

Then shook her head.

"Not yet."

"Okay."

And that was it.

No pressure.

No demand.

Aanya appreciated that.

She began writing more often after that.

Not every day.

Sometimes she wouldn't touch the notebook for several days.

Other times, she would write until her hand hurt.

She wrote in fragments at first.

A sentence.

A scene.

A conversation.

A character.

Then another.

Eventually, the fragments began connecting.

The girl at the railway station became someone with a name.

Then a past.

Then a future.

Aanya began giving her things Aanya herself had never experienced.

A different childhood.

Different friends.

Different mistakes.

A different ending.

That was when she realized what she was doing.

She wasn't writing her life.

She was taking pieces of it and giving them somewhere else to exist.

The realization didn't frighten her.

It relieved her.

One evening, Sagnik found her at the desk.

He stood behind her for a moment.

"You've been writing a lot."

Aanya looked over her shoulder.

"You noticed?"

"I notice things."

She smiled.

"I know."

He pulled out the chair beside her.

"Can I read it?"

Aanya hesitated.

"No."

He smiled.

"Okay."

She looked at him.

"You aren't going to ask why?"

"You'll tell me when you want to."

That made her look at him for a little longer.

Then she turned back toward the notebook.

"I'm writing a book."

There was a small pause.

Sagnik smiled.

"A book?"

"Maybe."

"That's a lot of pages."

"I know."

"You'll finish it?"

Aanya looked at him.

"I don't know."

He nodded.

"Then write until you know."

She smiled.

"That's annoyingly reasonable."

"I'm good at that."

"You really aren't."

He laughed.

Aanya returned to her notebook.

But something had changed.

She wasn't writing simply because she had too many thoughts anymore.

She was writing because she had something to say.

The story grew.

Weeks passed.

Then months.

The girl at the railway station disappeared into the pages and became someone entirely her own.

Aanya gave her silence.

She gave her longing.

She gave her anger.

She gave her the strange feeling of waking up one day and realizing that the world had moved forward without asking.

But she also gave her something Aanya herself was still learning.

Hope.

Not the kind that promised everything would return to the way it was.

The kind that said life could still be worth living even when it didn't.

The title came much later.

Aanya was sitting at her desk late one night.

The manuscript was finally beginning to resemble a book.

She stared at the pages.

Then at the first one.

She had crossed out dozens of possible titles.

Nothing felt right.

She leaned back.

Her eyes moved toward the window.

Outside, the night was still.

For some reason, she remembered something Aditi had once said.

You don't have to become who you were.

Aanya looked back at the manuscript.

She thought about the girl she had written.

About everything she had lost.

Everything she had misunderstood.

Everything that had remained unsaid.

She opened a fresh page.

Typed two words.

Drifting in Silence

She stared at them.

Then smiled.

It wasn't a happy smile.

It wasn't a sad one either.

It was recognition.

Like finally finding the name for something that had been inside her for a very long time.

She saved the document.

Then closed the laptop.

For the first time, the story existed outside her.

And somehow—

That made the silence feel lighter.

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