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EP.60 Lie
As soon as I sat down on the bus, the urethral plug and anal plug pressed firmly against me, jarring me wide awake.
Looking out the window, I noticed the sun was rapidly setting, unlike when I had left Yebin's store.
With no particular thought, I took out my phone to check the time, but was startled by the vulgar image of myself on the screen. I quickly lowered it while looking around anxiously.
I had forgotten that Hye-na had changed my phone's wallpaper.
Fortunately, there were only about two other people on the bus far away from me, so I cautiously looked at my phone screen again.
'This is really what I look like... ugh... no... I want to masturbate again...'
After unlocking the screen, I saw myself smiling broadly in an even more shameful pose.
Between my legs, pink panties that had been stuffed into my pussy were dangling outside, with my grotesquely swollen clitoris bulging above, tied so tightly it looked ready to burst. I was smiling as if I enjoyed it, even making a V-sign with both hands. I looked utterly ridiculous.
Looking at the phone screen, my clitoris swelled and responded to the masochistic feelings boiling deep within my chest.
I put down my phone and started looking out the window to cool my heated thoughts.
As I stared blankly at the scenery, I realized I needed to urinate, probably from all the climaxes I'd experienced today.
To make matters worse, my stomach began to ache as if my tension had been released.
Then I realized I had left my bucket at the entrance of Jung-su's house.
In my current situation, with only two stops left, I didn't think I could hold it if I went back to use it.
My anxiety grew as I clutched my increasingly painful stomach.
Eventually, as soon as I got off the bus, I called Hye-na.
A popular song played as a ringtone before Hye-na's voice came through.
"Yes, Unnie. Did the interview go well~?"
"Ah... yes... um, Mast...er..."
"What is it?"
"I'm almost home but I need to defecate... I don't think I can hold it anymore..."
"Really? Then just use the bucket."
"Ah... but... I left the bucket at your doorstep..."
"Sigh... Unnie, what are you trying to do?!"
"I'm sorry..."
"Fine. Just go anywhere near your house and do it!"
"Yes..."
After hanging up, I quickly headed toward my home.
Fortunately, despite the warning signals my body was sending, the plugs filling my holes prevented anything from leaking out.
Halfway up the hill to my house, I veered off to the side to find a flat area on the walking path.
Fearing soiling my pants, I completely removed them and squatted down, feeling the cool breeze between my legs.
First, I grabbed the protruding bead part of my urethral plug and pulled very slowly, shuddering at the sensation of my urethral walls being dragged out.
Splurrrt...
When I completely removed the plug from my urethra, urine flowed out involuntarily with a burning pain.
Then I reached behind to pull on the anal plug.
'...Huh?!'
No matter how hard I pulled, the plug showed no signs of coming out.
My white shirt was becoming soaked with cold sweat, but the obscenely V-shaped plug stretched in my anus was merciless.
Realizing I couldn't pull it out with one hand's strength, I lay flat on my back, spread my legs wide, and curled my upper body to grab the anal plug with both hands.
"Ungh... unggghhh..."
When I pulled with all my might, it seemed to come out slightly, but as soon as I relaxed, it was sucked back into place.
This uncomfortable position made it impossible to exert my full strength.
"No... uwaaah... please... huff... huff..."
Breathing heavily, tears leaked out from the pain of my anus feeling like it would tear and the fear that my stomach might burst.
To grip the plug more firmly, I took a deep breath while positioning myself almost like in a gynecological exam.
Pop! Splurrrt-
When I pulled the plug out in one motion, a cheerful sound accompanied a breathtaking pain.
My anus, unable to close properly, fluttered as it expelled fecal liquid, and I stared blankly at the sky, unable to move until the stinging pain subsided.
'I'm so stupid... going through all this just to defecate once...'
The cold rising from the dirt ground cooled my sweat and chilled my body.
After some time, I got up and felt disgusted by my wet crotch.
I had no idea how I was going to enter my house looking like this.
I reinserted the urethral plug I had kept between my breasts to keep it clean, then stood up, removed my shirt to shake off the dirt, and used nearby leaves as a temporary measure to wipe the fecal liquid and dirt from my buttocks and thighs.
Then I picked up the anal plug that had been thrown and was rolling on the ground, having been too painful to hold onto.
Holding it directly in my hand, I could see its vicious V-shape, seemingly designed to tear any hole.
'This thing... inside me...'
Despite my attempts to clean it, dirt still clung to various parts.
But since I couldn't walk in carrying it, I pressed the pointed part tightly against the ground with all my strength.
Then I immediately squatted over it and pushed it into my anus.
After inserting about halfway, the end spread again and was sucked in as if pulled inside.
Reinserting it into my anus was easier than I had expected.
With the feeling of fullness in my abdomen, I gently rubbed my lower belly, got up, and put on my clothes, which looked decent enough.
If my younger sibling happened to look at me strangely and ask, I thought I could convince them by saying I had fallen backward on the way home.
In front of the house, I took one last look at my appearance and let my hair down from the pigtails.
I carefully opened the gate to avoid making noise and tiptoed in.
Planning to rush into my room before my sibling came out, I took a deep breath and entered the door code.
Beep beep beep beep- Ding-a-ling~
As soon as I opened the front door, I looked up at the shadow before me and saw my sibling standing right there.
"Yikes!!"
Startled as if I might pass out, I stared blankly at my sibling before flinching and raising my arm to cover the piercings protruding through my shirt.
"Why are you so surprised? And why do you look like that?"
"Because you're standing there staring at me! I fell on the way here. I want to shower quickly, can you move aside?"
"Oh... are you okay? Why didn't you come home yesterday? You didn't answer your phone either..."
Although I had avoided my sibling by entering my room, they followed me to my door and kept asking questions.
"Sorry. I didn't see my phone~ I'm going to shower right now, can you go to your room?"
"We've seen everything already, so what's the big deal... hehe."
"Yu Han-young!"
"Mmm..."
Only after I shouted firmly did my sibling return with a dejected expression. I locked my door, breathed a sigh of relief, checked if anything looked strange, and gathered clean clothes.
As soon as I opened my door, I ran straight to the bathroom and locked it.
I placed my clean clothes down and removed all my uncomfortable clothes.
Then I didn't forget to carefully bow my head to the toilet, speaking quietly so it wouldn't be heard outside.
"Senior Toilet... hello..."
I turned on warm water, wet my body, and got into the bathtub, leaning my back against the bottom with my legs spread outside the tub in the same position I had used to remove the anal plug earlier.
Since I had temporarily inserted the plug which had been dirty from rolling on the ground, I felt like the remaining dirt was abrasively rubbing against my anus with every step.
After easily removing the urethral plug, I took a deep breath and grabbed the anal plug with both hands.
The bathtub made it much easier to exert force as I could support my head and back.
"Hup... hup... hup..."
As I pushed with my abdomen and pulled with all my might, I could see through my legs that my anus was being pulled out along with the plug.
Squelch-
After the plug came out with a sticky sound, I rinsed it in water and began showering, but the area around my anus stung terribly whenever water touched it, as if wounded.
I inserted my hand between my legs and lightly touched the area where my anus was located, but it only felt empty.
I finished showering with a slight chill, worry, fear, and masochistic feelings all coexisting.
After completing my shower and perfectly inserting the plugs again, I felt a sense of fullness and even stability in what had been an empty hole.
Of course, the heavy feeling in my urethra was still something I couldn't get used to.
Although it felt extremely unpleasant, even that stimulated my masochistic tendencies and gave me excitement, which made it somewhat bearable.
As I dried myself and examined my body in the mirror, my figure seemed to have become more seductive.
Perhaps due to not eating properly and maintaining uncomfortable positions constantly, I had lost excess fat, making my waistline more slender, while my legs and buttocks, which had suffered muscle pain daily, had become firmer.
Looking at my reflection in the mirror, I thought I could rival the bodies of famous influencers, which somewhat restored my depleted self-confidence.
After changing into pajamas and leaving the bathroom, my sibling was waiting for me in the kitchen.
"Unnie. Have you eaten? I made stew."
"Yes. Let's eat together."
After drying my hair and sitting at the table, my mouth watered at the sight of a proper meal that felt like I hadn't had one in a long time.
Thanks to wearing a dark, loose t-shirt, my nipple piercings weren't visible if I leaned forward, so I could eat relatively comfortably.
"What have you been doing lately? I can't reach you."
"Huh? Oh... um... private tutoring... It's boring to just stay at home... Your sister needs to make some pocket money too..."
"Really? You found something?"
"Yes... You know I have good qualifications."
The more I talked with my sibling, the more my heart felt like it was burning with accumulating lies.
"That's my sister~"
"So don't worry if you can't reach me from now on. Especially on weekends."
"Okay. Unnie, you changed your profile picture recently. What is it? It looked weird."
"Huh?! That's... just a planet surface photo... you know..."
I hastily made up an excuse, unable to tell my sibling that it was my clitoris in response to their innocent question.
"Oh right! Mom called and said she can't come this month either. She was worried because you're not answering her calls."
I was struck speechless by the sudden mention of our parents while I was nervously making excuses to my sibling.
My appetite vanished, and I put down my spoon as I said:
"I see... I guess I'm too tired to eat... I'll go to bed first."
"Oh? Okay... Good night."
I immediately went to my room, locked the door, and collapsed.
Thinking about showing this version of myself to my parents who had cherished and fully supported me... I couldn't imagine facing them.
A life where I had given up being human... Having decided to dedicate everything to my masters and live that way, eventually my parents would find out.
But I didn't have the courage to ever show this side of myself to my parents.
I buried my face between my knees, took a deep sigh, and stayed still for a long time.
After my thoughts settled somewhat, I removed all my clothes to return to being a female livestock.
'I really am this kind of stupid woman... Mom, I'm sorry...'
After turning off the lights and lying on the floor ready to sleep, I closed my eyes and caressed my clitoris while thinking about tomorrow.
'From tomorrow, will I become... a prostitute? Selling my body for money...'
I fell asleep taking comfort in the thought that tomorrow I would finally be able to have the sex I hadn't experienced for so long.
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