>>Amber
I remember some of those things. Not all though.
Some of them came back to me because he mentioned them, otherwise I had forgotten them because I was so focused on the bad I did to him
Ah!!
Is that why he started putting his head on my lap again when I came back in time and started tending to his injuries again? Because I did it for him when we were kids?
Hael and I sat across from each other. I was sitting on the foot of the bed, while he sat on the chair in front of me that was right against the wall, next to one of the open windows leading to the balcony
Now that he had mentioned all that stuff, I recalled why I used to do all that. I took a deep breath as the silence persisted between us.
I wanted you to notice me.
And you did
And I wanted to keep it that way. I was expecting something from you
I looked down
Love...
