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Chapter 104: I want... to be loved...

'Blue Lock really is crazy…'

From the very beginning, this one thought had stayed with him, lingering at the edge of his mind.

It had already been more than four months since he had been dragged into this place, thrown into this sealed battlefield where football was stripped of comfort, of familiarity, of excuses.

And from the very first day, he had held a massive advantage over most of the players around him. Not just in skill, but in freedom.

He had been allowed to play the way he wanted.

No restrictions on his instincts.

No need to bend himself to fit someone else's system either.

For him, that alone had been exhilarating.

Back then, it had felt like a playground built exactly for his strengths, a place where he could unleash his football without compromise.

It had been enjoyable from the start — genuinely, undeniably fun.

Every match, every clash, every victory only reinforced the feeling that this environment suited him perfectly.

But as the days kept piling up… something else had begun to sink in.

The words Ego had spoken — the philosophy, the ruthless logic, the obsession with ego and survival — they weren't just noise anymore.

At first, he had dismissed them, treated them as exaggerated motivation tactics, nothing more than psychological pressure meant to break weaker players.

Yet without even realizing it, those words had started to cling to him.

To influence him.

He never believed that Blue Lock's rules could apply to real life.

He never thought they were principles that could truly reshape someone or help them grow beyond the pitch.

To him, they had always sounded too extreme, too tailored for this insane experiment.

But time had forced him to reconsider.

Because he had seen it happen — not to himself, but to others.

Players changing.

Breaking.

Rebuilding.

Finding weapons they never knew they had.

He had witnessed it firsthand, over and over, until denying it became impossible.

Whatever Ego was doing here… it was real.

The evolution, the desperation, the twisted growth — all of it was undeniably happening in front of his eyes.

Still, even then, his own path had always been different.

It was never about rebuilding himself.

It was always about adapting.

He would adjust to the situation, read the field, make small shifts when necessary — but at his core, he kept playing his football. The style that had carried him this far. The style that let him dominate from the opening minutes of a match, overwhelm opponents before they could even settle into rhythm.

And because of that, he had grown used to it.

Used to winning.

Used to controlling games.

Used to standing above the rest.

That sense of invincibility had slowly become part of him, not even in an arrogant way — just a quiet, natural assumption that things would go his way.

That he would find a solution. That he would break through eventually.

And honestly… who could even blame him for thinking like that?

He had been beating everyone, again and again, without ever losing his winning streak.

Different teams, different matchups, different tactics thrown at him — and still, he kept coming out on top.

It felt good.

No, more than that — he genuinely enjoyed football here.

The intensity, the pressure, the constant demand to perform… all of it fed into the thrill he felt whenever he stepped onto the field.

Blue Lock hadn't crushed his love for the game. If anything, it had sharpened it.

But now… in this particular match…

Even though the situation was far more brutal than anything before, even though the field had turned into a tactical warzone, even though every inch of space felt contested to the point of suffocation…

He still didn't feel beaten.

Because he wasn't.

Not after what he had just done.

Not after unleashing a monstrous 44-yard shot that had ripped through the air and slammed into the net with pure, overwhelming force.

A goal that didn't rely on trickery or misdirection — just raw, undeniable power and precision.

A goal that proved, without question, that he was still someone who could be called the best.

Even now.

Even here.

Even in the middle of a match that was clearly designed to crush confidence and force players into evolution through despair… he was still standing at the center of the storm, unbroken, dangerous, and undeniably dominant.

And yet…

Despite all of that…

Something inside him wasn't as calm as it should have been.

While Isagi was still caught inside that spiral of thoughts — measuring himself against the match, against his own expectations, against the strange discomfort he couldn't fully name — the ball had already found new control elsewhere on the field.

Ness had settled it cleanly under his feet.

The moment the ball touched his boots, his head snapped up, eyes scanning upfield not for options, not for formations, not for tactical variety — but for one single presence.

The only person he would ever collaborate with.

And he found him instantly.

Kaiser was already moving, cutting across the field in a sharp diagonal run from left to right, angling toward the penalty box even though it was still some distance away.

Ness's chest tightened at the sight.

After the last match — after that moment when he felt, unmistakably, that he was being left behind — fear had swallowed him whole.

The kind of fear that didn't scream, but hollowed him out quietly, made every mistake feel like proof that he was disposable.

But once that fear had burned itself out… something else had taken its place.

Obsession.

He had started staying behind after training. Long after the others left. Repeating the same motions again and again until his legs shook and his lungs screamed.

For one purpose only.

To become good enough to support his king.

To perform those high-class passes — the kind Isagi kept pulling off — the kind that pierced defenses and landed exactly where they were needed, the kind that turned possibility into certainty.

If Isagi could do it… then Ness believed he had to be able to do it too.

But reality had been cruel.

Because the harder he tried, the harder he fell.

Every failed attempt taught him the same brutal lesson — that those passes weren't just about vision or intent. They demanded terrifying control over both the ball and his own body. Balance, timing, precision down to fractions of a second. A mastery that couldn't be forced through effort alone.

And that had given him another realization.

A bone-chilling one.

Just how absurd Isagi's actual skill level really was.

How much invisible technique existed beneath what everyone else only saw as 'good plays.'

For a moment, that knowledge had almost crushed him.

Almost.

But even that shock had dulled with time.

Because Isagi kept proving it again and again, match after match, pounding that reality into everyone's heads until it started to feel… normal.

Until impossibility became expectation. Until even miracles started looking routine when he was the one performing them.

So Ness did what he always did.

He ignored it.

Ignored the quiet dread whispering that he might never reach that level.

Instead, he searched for the most efficient path he could manage — the way that fit his abilities, his limits, his football.

Not perfection.

But usefulness.

Not brilliance.

But his magic.

So with Kaiser cutting across the field and the space ahead compressing rapidly, Ness set his body, aligning his stance the way he had practiced countless times alone on empty pitches, and prepared to deliver the best pass he could — not as a rival to Isagi's genius…

…but as someone desperately trying to prove he still deserved to stand beside his king.

And he found it.

The answer he had been chasing through endless repetitions, through failed attempts and shaking legs and stubborn refusal to give up — he had finally found the way that worked for him.

And this…

This was the exact moment to use it.

Not for himself.

But to help Kaiser score his Kaiser Impact — Magnus.

Even as he prepared the pass, Ness's mind was racing, not just with the mechanics of the kick.

He had been studying Kaiser's movements ever since that shift in his playstyle, trying to understand the new rhythm, the altered patterns, the way Kaiser now positioned himself not just to receive, but to manipulate the entire flow of the attack.

If he could just read those movements…

If he could just synchronize with this new Kaiser…

Then maybe — just maybe — he could force his way into this evolving system instead of being discarded by it.

'I'm still here, Kaiser!'

The words screamed inside his head, raw and urgent, as if he were trying to shout across the entire field without opening his mouth.

'I'm still by your side!'

And with that declaration burning through him, Ness struck the ball.

A low, sharp pass driven forward with heavy backspin, skimming the grass as it cut cleanly into the diagonal lane Kaiser was sprinting through.

Kaiser saw it instantly.

Not just the ball — but the meaning behind it.

In the same breath, he read the entire situation unfolding around him.

Isagi was already moving toward that lane.

By the time the ball would reach Kaiser, Isagi would be right in front of him — and with Isagi charging in, Ubers' defensive line would be dragged along with him, collapsing into that space out of pure instinct.

Which meant…

His direct shooting route would be completely sealed.

And that was exactly what made this perfect.

Because in that compressed, chaotic moment — when defenders were focused on blocking the obvious path, when Isagi's presence forced their formation to tighten — that was when the Kaiser Impact — Magnus would shine.

A shot that didn't need the lane.

A shot meant to detonate where no one expected.

A guaranteed banger, if executed right.

And while most players on the field hadn't reached that conclusion yet…

Isagi had.

Of course he had.

He was already sprinting for that very reason, accelerating not just to block Kaiser, but to disrupt the entire shooting setup before it could even fully form.

The ball slipped past Kaiser and rolled just ahead of him.

Then it kissed the turf.

And the moment it did, the magic Ness had carved into it finally revealed itself.

The backspin bit into the grass, gripping the surface instead of skidding forward, dragging against the ground just enough to pull the ball back toward Kaiser's path.

Its forward momentum bled away smoothly, steadily, until it slowed right in front of him — not dead, but perfectly tempered, placed exactly where his next stride would land.

A flawless setup.

Not quite the complete stop Isagi had managed in the past — not that eerie, unnatural kill of momentum that made the ball feel glued to the pitch — but slowing it this much was still more than enough.

More than enough to shoot.

Isagi burst into view at the edge of Kaiser's vision, already lunging.

At the same time, Lorenzo had arrived as well, still glued to Kaiser's movements, having chased him relentlessly ever since the previous intervention.

Pressure from the front.

Pressure from the side.

Also the defenders Isagi had pulled with himself also got in his way.

No time.

Kaiser closed in on the ball, his stride shortening, his body aligning, and in that single, razor-thin instant —

He felt what this moment meant.

What this pass meant.

What this shot would mean.

And his instinct rejected it.

'Nah. That shit won't work…'

The thought cut through him with brutal certainty.

Before anyone could even process what he was about to do, Kaiser moved his foot and drove his heel into the ball, striking it sharply and violently backward.

A backheel.

He rejected the perfect setup Ness had given him.

The ball snapped away behind him, ripping through the space he had just vacated, completely overturning the expected flow of the play.

'Huh…? He ignored it?'

The disbelief hit Ness instantly.

His eyes widened, his breath catching in his throat as he watched the pass he had executed so carefully — the pass he had been proud of, the pass that had landed in exactly the right place — get discarded without hesitation.

His expression fell in a heartbeat.

From hope… to shock… to quiet devastation.

From where he stood, it had been ideal.

With that setup, with the defenders closing in, Kaiser absolutely could have taken the shot and blasted it into the net.

Everything Ness had practiced for, everything he had forced his body to learn, had finally come together in that one delivery.

And Kaiser hadn't even tried to use it.

Instead of pulling the trigger…

He had kicked it away.

'Was it wrong…?'

The doubt crept in immediately, sharp and merciless.

Ness stood frozen for a fraction of a second longer, staring at the space where Kaiser should have shot — and wondering whether, once again, he had failed to reach the level required to stay beside him.

Isagi was stunned too.

But not by Kaiser's move.

What shocked him…

…was himself.

The realization hit him mid-sprint, right as his body was already committing to a lane that no longer mattered.

'I should've known...

Of course this would happen.'

Of course Kaiser, once he had reached the zero state — once he had consciously abandoned everything he had built until now — wouldn't rely on a structure that already existed, wouldn't trust a pattern that had already been formed, no matter how perfect it looked.

He wouldn't accept a ready-made route to goal.

He would create a new one.

From nothing.

From zero.

And Isagi had failed to account for that.

He had read the Magnus setup.

He had read Ness's intention.

He had read the defensive collapse that would follow.

Not the current Kaiser even though he was totally aware of his current state.

Which meant…

Isagi had already lost half a step.

And now, as he drove into that space with everything he had, he could feel it — the sickening awareness that the position he had chosen was dead from the start.

He had moved based on an assumption that no longer applied.

That mistake cut deeper than any physical block ever could.

He had been losing his edge over and over in this match.

Ignoring all that, Kaiser cut to the right.

Even as Isagi lunged in from Kaiser's right side, throwing himself into what should have been the collision point, Kaiser kept his diagonal line, slipping past the pressure by a fraction of a second.

Isagi landed where Kaiser had been.

And for a split second, he could only stare at the space ahead of him, where the ball was going.

It had skipped past that collapsing lane and rolled cleanly into new territory.

Straight to Raichi's feet.

Isagi's mind snapped into motion again, gears grinding violently as he twisted his head and shoulders, eyes locking onto Kaiser's back.

At the same time, Kaiser, still sprinting to the right, turned his head over his shoulder and looked back toward Raichi.

And under his breath — raw and unmistakably real — he muttered a single word.

"Please…"

Raichi had been drifting up slightly, pulled forward by the fact that Kurona was still holding the rear line. He hadn't expected the ball. Hadn't expected this of all things — Kaiser choosing him.

But he heard it.

Clear as day.

And when their eyes met…

Something twisted across Raichi's face.

A grin spread, sharp and wild, curling into a full smirk as he muttered back, barely containing the thrill in his voice.

"Ha… so you got a cute side after all, stupid Kaiser!"

Without wasting another second, Raichi planted his foot and shifted into a shooting stance to drive the ball hard to the right, back into Kaiser's path.

"Go! Score with my assist!"

He shouted it as he swung, his decision already locked in.

And it was the wise choice.

Because if Kaiser scored, Raichi's own value would rise with him.

Linking himself to a goal meant visibility.

And because, if he was being honest with himself…

He didn't want to side with Isagi at all.

Not even a little.

He hated Isagi's guts more than anything on that field.

So the choice felt natural.

The moment his foot connected with the ball, though—

A violent impact slammed into his shoulder.

Raichi's body jolted, his balance snapping sideways as the kick turned awkward, uncomfortable, nothing like the clean strike he had intended.

"Give it here, shark-face!"

He twisted hard, already knowing who it was before he even fully turned.

Barou.

Barou had finally had enough of this entire exchange, enough of Kaiser's manipulation, enough of Bastard München's internal cooperation, and he had charged straight through Raichi to break the play apart by force.

But he was a bit late.

Because even with the shove…

Even with the disrupted form…

The pass had already left Raichi's foot.

Not the way Raichi wanted.

But it was gone.

The ball curved into Kaiser's path.

And the moment it did, Isagi reacted instantly, exploding into motion as he redirected himself toward Kaiser, pushing his legs to their limit to close the distance that had just reopened.

At the same time, Lorenzo and Aiku were moving too — not just tracking Kaiser, but also angling themselves to slow Isagi down, cutting across his line, throwing their bodies into his path to delay him even by a fraction of a second.

They wanted to stop Kaiser but also didn't want Isagi to be involved with it.

And the others were closing in on Kaiser as well so stopping Isagi was their job, while the others would block Kaiser.

But Kaiser…

Kaiser was somewhere else entirely.

He had fallen into his own trance.

His eyes were locked on the ball as it rolled toward him, the rest of the field fading into nothing but distant noise.

The shouts, the footsteps, the pressure — all of it blurred as his focus tunneled into that single white sphere sliding across the grass.

And as the ball began to lose its speed…

As it wobbled slightly, robbed of its pace by Barou's shove on Raichi and that imperfect, uncomfortable pass…

It slowed.

Enough to be stopped right in front of him.

Perfectly.

Like it had been placed there by fate itself.

The goddess of fortune had chosen this moment to smile on him.

Luck was on his side.

Everything — the timing, the spacing, the positioning — it was all aligning exactly with the movements he had repeated in practice, over and over, until they were burned into his muscles.

The ball rolled into the final inch of space and came to rest.

And Kaiser was ready.

His right foot lifted, muscles coiling, posture aligning in a familiar rhythm as he drew his leg back, preparing to strike — fully aware that this next motion would decide whether this entire chaotic sequence became a masterpiece… or a wasted opportunity.

Isagi surged in, shifting his angle at the last second, planning to crash into Kaiser from the left — to slam into his shooting side and completely erase the possibility of the Kaiser Impact — Magnus even being attempted.

At the same time, Aiku launched himself forward to block the projected shooting trajectory, while Lorenzo, Aryu and Niko closed in as well, forming a layered wall around Kaiser's striking zone.

All of Ubers had prepared for this.

They had studied this move.

They knew how unpredictable its curve was, how violently it could change direction mid-flight — and they had drilled these exact responses, overlapping their coverage, sealing both the direct lane and the expected bending path.

This was supposed to be the moment where Kaiser's signature weapon was strangled before it could even breathe.

But Kaiser…

Kaiser didn't hesitate.

He didn't flinch.

He didn't slow.

If anything, his expression sharpened.

His eyes turned feral.

Not calculating.

Hungry.

"Let's go, you piece of shit!"

The words tore out of him as his right foot swung — but not the way anyone expected.

Instead of striking with the instep, instead of the familiar brutal form that launched his usual cannon of a shot…

He twisted his hip and snapped his leg inward.

The inside of his right foot smashed into the ball.

For a split second, the entire field froze in disbelief.

Because this…

This was different.

The ball leapt off the ground and tore toward the far right, completely slipping past the zone Aryu and Niko had closed, lifting into the air before either of them could even adjust their bodies.

Everyone's heads snapped in the same instant, eyes tracking the sudden, violent change in trajectory as the ball climbed higher and higher, spinning viciously as it rose.

Then, at the peak of its arc…

The spin began to take hold.

The rotation bit into the air.

And the ball started to bend.

To the left.

A savage, unnatural curve, dragging itself back across the field, carving a new line through space that none of them had fully covered.

Kaiser's gaze never left it.

Locked onto its path, onto its spin, onto the destiny he had just forced into motion, he muttered under his breath, voice low and burning with intent.

"Go…"

His mind began to drift.

Not to the field.

But to a place he had buried deep inside himself.

His old home.

Cold.

Cramped.

Dark.

He was sitting in the corner of the room, curled in on himself after being beaten by his father — like always, like it was just another day that ended the same way.

His body ached, his head rang, and the taste of iron filled his mouth.

But he still held onto one thing.

The ball.

Clutched tight against his chest, as if it were the only thing keeping him from breaking apart completely.

Blood streamed from his nose, dripping onto the floor, staining his shirt, but he didn't care. He leaned his forehead against the ball and whispered to it like it could hear him.

"Hey… my shitty ball… let's leave here… and become free someday…"

His arms tightened around it, hugging it harder, like he was afraid it might disappear if he loosened his grip even a little.

"We'll be free… and make lots of money… and eat tasty food…"

His voice trembled, but his eyes burned with stubborn hope.

His fingers dug into the surface of the ball as if he were trying to carve that future into it.

"Let's become… 'human'… and maybe even… we can be…"

Slowly, one hand left the ball.

He reached upward, toward a ceiling he couldn't touch, toward a world that felt impossibly far away.

His eyes were wide.

Fragile.

Desperate.

And as a tear slipped down his cheek, he whispered the last word.

"Loved by somebody…"

The memory shattered.

Reality crashed back in.

The ball was already tearing toward the top-right corner of the net.

The goalkeeper hurled himself across the goalmouth, stretching desperately, fingertips slicing through empty air — but the shot carried Kaiser's signature speed, violent and merciless, refusing to slow, refusing to be denied.

'I want… to be loved…'

The thought ripped through Kaiser's mind as the ball smashed into the net, the curve still carrying it even after it crossed the line, slamming it into the center of the goal with brutal finality.

The net exploded backward.

Stunning every single person watching across the globe.

A shot redesigned in real time.

A weapon reborn in the middle of battle.

A move he had adjusted specifically for this moment — to outsmart Ubers, to surpass their preparation, and to slip past even Isagi's reading of the game.

Not the Kaiser Impact they knew.

But something twisted.

Something born from desperation, ego, and raw survival.

Kaiser Impact — Magnus: Inverse.

The moment the ball tore into the net and the goal was confirmed on the screens, the crowd went absolutely insane, a deafening roar crashing down all over the houses like a tidal wave.

Shouts, screams, gasps, disbelief — it all merged into one violent surge of noise that swallowed the field whole.

Because they had just witnessed something no one had prepared for.

And at the center of that chaos…

Kaiser stood tall.

His chest rose sharply as he threw one arm into the air, a raw, primal scream ripping out of his throat as the adrenaline flooded through him. With his other hand, he grabbed the front of his jersey and yanked it down hard, exposing the blue rose tattoo carved into the side of his neck — a mark of his pain, his identity — as if he were daring the entire world to look at him.

To acknowledge him.

To remember him.

And on the massive screen above the pitch, the numbers changed.

Ubers 1 — 2 Bastard München.

Just like that, the balance of the match had flipped.

And in that instant, as the echoes of the strike thundered across the field…

Kaiser didn't just score a goal.

He was screaming his existence into the world.

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