I did not reach out my hands to grasp. Not out of restraint, nor out of fear of disturbing the fragile balance of what was unfolding there, but because I knew — with a certainty that had no name, but already held the texture of the body — that touching was not necessary, that what was presenting itself to me could not be received by the skin, nor even intercepted by a gesture, however gentle, however bare it might be, because it did not ask for action, but for space, not for impulse, but for porosity. It was less about opening than about forgetting oneself. Less about reaching than becoming porous. It was not about wanting, but about letting it happen.