Chapter 235: Eclipse
Since his refusal, He Yan gradually learned how to say no to others too. When he feels that he really does not like it from the bottom of his heart, he'll say no to the other party. At first it was very uncomfortable. He saw many trainees now felt awkward with him and they aren't that close anymore. It hurts but he also realized something.
They maybe just liked him because they wanted him.
That means they didn't treat him as a friend, right? What an awful truth. But what can he do?
He secretly consulted this experience to Xu Xinyi again and gladly, the results were good and she told him to remember those realizations to put inside the song.
He has to remember the 'betrayal', confusion and pain from this truth and imagine it in order to look at Xing Ren as someone he envies.
As he also contemplates those feelings everyday, he gradually understands why others always treat him like a child.
