Because, he lacks the courage and doesn't dare to ponder. He loved someone for four years, treated them with utmost tenderness, but ended up making wedding clothes for someone else. This time, he admits he cannot forget that girl, every time he thinks of her, his heart aches to the point of suffocation. Even knowing she is married with a husband and children, he still cannot forget, though he's trying to.
Trying to forget the girl who influenced him for four years, she's living well and happily, that's good. They say time is the best healer, and the best way to move on from a heartbreak is to start anew, yet he doesn't have enough courage and confidence to take that step...
After a momentary daze, he suddenly clenched his fist, crumpled the note in hand into a ball, and aimed it at the trash can not far away. The paper ball formed a parabola in the air, landing steadily in the trash.
