Because of them, Cheng Ziyang is very likely to lose his legs from now on, to lose his bright future. His future life is equivalent to being completely destroyed, and the rest of his life may be shrouded in immense darkness, unable to extricate himself.
This is a feeling even more unbearable than death.
Because he has tried it, he understands more clearly what kind of feeling it is.
And this darkness does not just cover him alone, but also her.
She may even be more painful, more unbearable, more unable to face herself, or face him...
So, he tried to stop her, selfishly trying to stop her, hoping she wouldn't go see Zhou Yalin, wouldn't dig deeper, wouldn't find out what the real reason was.
In this way, he could still keep her, could stay by her side, could still possess her.
However, she ultimately went, stepping away without hesitation.
