She likes Gu Ningyi, did she actually once like Gu Ningyi?
But during this time, she has rejected him again and again, resisted him, avoided him, hurt him...
In her mind, those terrible dreams faded away, and all of Gu Ningyi's face reappeared. That man was always proud and noble, always wild and unruly, but now in her mind, she almost can't recall his flamboyant, high-profile, slightly evil smiling appearance.
All that's left are feelings of sorrow, sadness, and grief, even his indifference carries deep sorrow.
Yet she can't see anything, she knows nothing, she closes her eyes to escape, hides her heart in repression, fooling herself, tricking herself that those strange feelings don't mean anything.
What exactly has she done...she has...to the person she likes, what did she do?
Dong Xin Yan stared blankly at her own hands, those hands, slender, fair, so beautiful, yet she...did such terrible things, she actually did such terrible things!
