MIKO
I have had better days.
I have had better nights.
As usual, I can't sleep, and now I am in the kitchen, seated on the kitchen island, nursing a bowl of ramen, which I hope will help me sleep, but I know that I am reaching.
Nothing is wrong, and yet everything seems wrong. I feel on edge, and I feel like crying or even sleeping until those feelings pass, but sleep is eluding me, as usual.
To be honest, I haven't been in my right mind ever since I kissed Jude. Ever since we woke up, he seemed like he wanted to talk about it, and I was so scared of him joking and telling me it was so silly.
Ever since I stopped him from taking that precious moment from me and he started treating me like a stranger.
How do we go from bonding so much, watching the stars, to this?
We haven't been alone even once for a week, our schedules helping with that, but right now, we are free, and yet, he hasn't come to seek me out.
