I tried to leave you in the past but I can't because I miss you
The memories we made together keep haunting me
Kind of seems like your love was a cage and I can't be set free
And it's not that I don't have the key of course I do, I guess I just want to keep what's left of you
The broken memories and toxic love are things I've known
It didn't start with you and I guess it won't end with you either
It's just that yours hurt more than the rest
It actually hurt more than me failing a test
And I'm a striving perfectionist so it's not something I easily digest
Sometimes I want to call then I remember I don't your number
I guess it's for the good of both of us
Because whenever we're together something bad always happens
No matter how much we tried to keep it happy we were never truly happy
I guess it doesn't hurt to live in the moment, right?
To live so that you can die right after
Even if it's not physical it's emotional
You revived parts of me that you killed even worse
I've been left with bigger scars than those of the past
Though at least we made good memories so I can say it was a blast