I suffer from the constant feeling of dread every night before I go to bed
Scared that I'll awake to a world where your name is just a memory
Where your touch will become nothing more than a story
And I'd have to get used to sitting in silence, tensionless, loveless, sad silence
I'd have to go back to a place where I rebuild my fence
The fence you broke down when you came into my life and made it bright
Now all I can think of is the fact that I could lose you, I could lose that light
Enthralled by fear daily
With every passing second turning into minutes and minutes turning into hours fear engulfs me slowly
I hear voices echoing on how I won't see you again
Seamlessly I try to avoid them all but then I always end up in pain
Cause I'm not sure if their lying or just trying to make me feel scared
But for all I know it's working, I can't go a minute without thinking if you're okay
I'm suffering with this feeling that you'll just leave someday
I frankly pray that it won't ever come true
Cause that would turn my whole world blue