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Chapter 30 - The Journal

The library held its breath as Altha's eyes moved over the second page.

The ink was fine, its handwriting elegant—ritualistic, yet intimate. The kind only written when one believes they're creating history.

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𝒥𝓞𝓊𝓇𝓃𝒶𝓁 𝓔𝓃𝓉𝓇𝓎: 𝟣

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𝓊𝔂𝓻𝓶 𝓞𝓯 𝓐𝓌𝓱 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓕𝔂𝓻, 𝓑𝓁𝓮𝓌𝓌𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓌 𝓫𝓮 𝓟𝓌 𝓪𝓵𝓵.

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𝓣𝓞𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓘 𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓮𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓭 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓌𝓜 𝓎𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓿𝓲𝓌𝓲𝓞𝓷 𝓯𝓻𝓞𝓶 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓟𝔂𝓻𝓮, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓪𝓌 𝓹𝓮𝓻 𝓘𝓰𝓷𝓲𝓌𝓜 𝓜𝓻𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓜𝓲𝓞𝓷𝓌, 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓌𝓞𝓞𝓷 𝓜𝓞 𝓌𝓮𝓜 𝓯𝓞𝓻𝓜𝓱 𝓞𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓳𝓞𝓊𝓻𝓃𝓮𝔂 𝓜𝓞 𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓞𝓯 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓷𝔂 𝓜𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓌 𝓲𝓷 𝓐𝓲𝓌𝓱𝒶𝔀.

𝓕𝓞𝓻 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓱𝒶𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝒶𝓜 𝓱𝓞𝓷𝓞𝓊𝓻 𝓞𝓯 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓞𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪 𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓌𝓜𝓮𝓌𝓌 𝓞𝓯 𝓕𝔂𝓻. 𝓘𝓷 𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓜 𝓭𝒶𝔂𝓌, 𝓶𝔂 𝓹𝓱𝓞𝓮𝓷𝓲𝔁 𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓞𝓷𝔂 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓟𝓷𝓯𝓞𝓵𝓭.

𝓘 𝓬𝒶𝓷 𝓌𝓮𝓮 𝓲𝓜 𝓿𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓭𝓵𝔂: 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓜𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮'𝓌 𝓞𝓫𝓌𝓲𝓭𝓲𝒶𝓷 𝓌𝓜𝓮𝓹𝓌 𝓰𝓵𝓮𝒶𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓟𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝒶 𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓶𝓌𝓞𝓷 𝓌𝓎𝔂, 𝒶 𝓜𝓱𝓻𝓞𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓯 𝓞𝓷𝓵𝓞𝓞𝓎𝓮𝓻𝓌 𝓰𝒶𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓭, 𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓲𝓻 𝓯𝒶𝓬𝓮𝓌 𝒶𝓰𝓵𝓞𝔀 𝔀𝓲𝓜𝓱 𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓌𝓞𝓵𝓮𝓶𝓷𝓲𝓜𝔂 𝓪𝓌 𝓘 𝓪𝓌𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭, 𝓭𝓻𝒶𝓹𝓮𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝒶 𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓞𝓷𝓲𝒶𝓵 𝓌𝓱𝓻𝓞𝓊𝓭 𝓞𝓯 𝒶𝓌𝓱-𝓰𝓻𝓮𝔂 𝓌𝓲𝓵𝓎. 𝓘 𝓬𝒶𝓷 𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓲𝓶𝒶𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓹𝒶𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓜𝓌' 𝓯𝒶𝓬𝓮𝓌.

𝓐𝓜 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓌𝓟𝓶𝓶𝓲𝓜, 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓗𝓲𝓰𝓱 𝓕𝓵𝒶𝓶𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓷𝓞𝓲𝓷𝓜 𝓶𝓮, 𝓹𝓵𝒶𝓬𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓻𝓞𝓫𝓮 𝓞𝓯 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓌𝓜𝓱𝓞𝓞𝓭 𝓟𝓹𝓞𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓌𝓱𝓞𝓊𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓌, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓌𝓜𝒶𝓷𝓭—𝓷𝓞𝓜 𝓪𝓌 𝓭𝒶𝓟𝓰𝓱𝓜𝓮𝓻, 𝓞𝓻 𝓌𝓲𝓌𝓜𝓮𝓻, 𝓞𝓻 𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓭—𝓫𝓟𝓜 𝓪𝓌 𝒶 𝓿𝓮𝓌𝓌𝓮𝓵 𝓞𝓯 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓌𝒶𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓯𝓵𝒶𝓶𝓮.

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓜𝓱𝓞𝓊𝓰𝓱𝓜 𝓌𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓌 𝓌𝓱𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓌 𝓞𝓯 𝓳𝓞𝔂 𝓜𝓱𝓻𝓞𝓊𝓰𝓱 𝓶𝓮, 𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓮𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓌𝓟𝓬𝓱 𝓪𝓷 𝓱𝓞𝓷𝓞𝓊𝓻.

𝓘𝓜'𝓌 𝓳𝓟𝓌𝓜 𝓌𝓞 𝓮𝔁𝓬𝓲𝓜𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓌𝓞𝓊𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰.𝓢𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝓶𝒶𝔂 𝓮𝓵𝓟𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓜𝓞𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓜, 𝓜𝓱𝓞𝓊𝓰𝓱 𝓘 𝓹𝓻𝒶𝔂 𝓲𝓜 𝓭𝓞𝓮𝓌 𝓷𝓞𝓜. 𝓓𝓟𝓜𝓲𝓮𝓌 𝓜𝓮𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝓮 𝓌𝓜𝓲𝓵𝓵—𝓜𝓞 𝓶𝔂 𝓹𝒶𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓜𝓌, 𝔀𝓱𝓞 𝔀𝒶𝓜𝓬𝓱 𝓶𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓜𝓱 𝓺𝓟𝓲𝓮𝓜 𝓱𝓞𝓹𝓮; 𝓜𝓞 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓞𝓶𝓮𝓵𝒶𝓷𝓭, 𝓲𝓜𝓌 𝓯𝓲𝓮𝓵𝓭𝓌 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝒶𝓻𝓜𝓱𝓌 𝓬𝓻𝒶𝓭𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝔂 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓟𝔂𝓻𝓮'𝓌 𝓰𝓻𝒶𝓬𝓮; 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓜𝓞 𝓶𝔂 𝓬𝓞𝓶𝓶𝓟𝓷𝓲𝓜𝔂, 𝔀𝓱𝓞𝓌𝓮 𝓯𝒶𝓲𝓜𝓱 𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓌 𝓫𝓞𝓜𝓱 𝓪 𝓰𝓲𝓯𝓜 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓪 𝓬𝓱𝒶𝓻𝓰𝓮.

𝓢𝓜𝓮𝒶𝓭𝓯𝒶𝓌𝓜𝓷𝓮𝓌𝓌 𝓲𝓌 𝓶𝔂 𝓿𝓞𝔀, 𝓬𝓞𝓶𝓶𝓲𝓜𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓜 𝓶𝔂 𝓬𝓞𝓶𝓹𝒶𝓌𝓌.𝓊𝓮 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓫𝓟𝓜 𝓌𝓜𝒶𝓻𝓌 𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓷 𝓯𝓵𝓮𝓌𝓱—𝔀𝒶𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓻𝓌 𝓞𝓯 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝒶𝓻𝓜𝓱—𝓫𝓵𝒶𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓊𝓻 𝓜𝓻𝒶𝓲𝓵 𝓫𝒶𝓬𝓎 𝓜𝓞𝔀𝒶𝓻𝓭 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓞𝓌𝓶𝓞𝓌.

𝓘 𝓞𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝔂 𝓌𝓞𝓊𝓵 𝓜𝓞 𝓜𝓱𝒶𝓜 𝓳𝓞𝓊𝓻𝓃𝓮𝔂, 𝓪𝓌 𝓘 𝓞𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓜 𝓷𝓞𝔀 𝓜𝓞 𝓗𝓮 𝓊𝓱𝓞 𝓑𝓟𝓻𝓷𝓌 𝓔𝓜𝓮𝓻𝓷𝒶𝓵.

𝓟𝓻𝒶𝓲𝓌𝓮 𝓫𝓮 𝓗𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓞 𝓫𝓲𝓻𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓌𝓜𝒶𝓻𝓌 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓌𝓟𝓷. 𝓣𝓻𝓟𝓵𝔂, 𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓌𝓌𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓌 𝓫𝓮 𝓟𝓌 𝓪𝓵𝓵.

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Altha read the text once more and spoke the last words aloud.

"Praise be He who birthed the stars and sun. Truly, blessings be us all."

His eyes swept across the deserted library, where towering shelves laden with forgotten tomes loomed like silent sentinels in the dim, dusty light.

"What's a personal journal doing in a dusty, forgotten library like this?" he mused, his brow furrowing in curiosity.

The writing was too hopeful. Too bright. Too clean.

It didn't belong here.

And yet
 it had to.

He sighed, eyes fixating on the page. His hand hovered over it for a few seconds then slowly rose to meet his palm.

"Maybe, just maybe, there's a clue in here somewhere," he murmured. "I can sense something rippling through this book—residual emotions, perhaps. Or maybe I'm losing my mind. Either way, it's a risk I'm willing to take."

As instantly as his fingers brushed the parchment, a torrent of sentiments cascaded into his consciousness.

He was enveloped by waves of joy and excitement, tinged with pride and an insatiable curiosity. Yet, lurking beneath those bright emotions, a shadow of fear and confusion whispered of untold secrets.

Altha withdrew his hand, his heart racing.

"Why didn't she write about that?" he wondered. "Why hide the fear?"

Either she chose not to—masking it behind ceremony and devotion—or she never dared admit it, even to herself.

"Is it not mortal to fear?" he muttered to the still air. "Doesn't it show one's humanity?"

But perhaps, he thought grimly, it is also mortal to lie. Especially to oneself.

He pushed on, eyes narrowing. One skeptical eye open at all times.

"Perhaps in her world, such vulnerabilities were best left unspoken." He thought.

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The following seven entries chronicled days of seemingly mundane existence. She toiled in her parents' quaint emporium, its wooden counters polished to a gleam by years of use.

The air was thick with the scent of spices and herbs, mingling with the earthy aroma of freshly baked bread from the adjacent bakery.

Each morning, she rose with the sun, her footsteps echoing on the cobblestone streets as she delivered fresh loaves to the elderly widow down the lane or assisted the blacksmith in mending a broken cartwheel.

Her writing brimmed with details: the glint of light off copper kettles, the soft call of bell-chimes when doors opened, the warmth of her mother's tea.

And yet...

Even in these ordinary moments, there were hints of something more.

Though her smile was ever-present, there were instances when her gaze would drift to the horizon, a flicker of unease crossing her features as if she sensed a storm brewing beyond the tranquil facade of her daily life.

"𝓣𝓞𝓭𝓪𝔂, 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓌 𝓬𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓯𝓻𝓞𝓶 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓞𝓻𝓜𝓱," 𝓌𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓻𝓞𝓜𝓮. "𝓣𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓌𝓜𝓻𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓜. 𝓝𝓞𝓜 𝔀𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓜𝓱. 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓜."

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"𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓌𝓎𝔂 𝓜𝓟𝓻𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓌𝓱𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓜𝓞𝓞 𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓜 𝓭𝓟𝓌𝓎. 𝓑𝓮𝓪𝓟𝓜𝓲𝓯𝓟𝓵, 𝓫𝓟𝓜  𝓷𝓞𝓜 𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓜."

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"𝓐𝓜 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓪𝓎𝓮𝓻𝔂, 𝓞𝓵𝓭 𝓜𝓻. 𝓗𝓪𝓵𝓻𝓲𝓬 𝓯𝓞𝓻𝓰𝓞𝓜 𝓶𝔂 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮. 𝓘'𝓿𝓮 𝓎𝓷𝓞𝔀𝓷 𝓱𝓲𝓶 𝓌𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓌 𝓌𝓲𝔁."

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Altha paused, the weight of her unspoken fears settling over him like a shroud.

He sighed, fingers resting lightly on the margin.

He could feel it now.

A slow shift. A subtle unraveling.

The girl had sensed something—not just in herself, but in the world around her. And she had kept writing, smiling, pretending all was well.

"The truth is here," he said softly, "it has to be."

He stared at the next page.

And with a breath caught between fascination and unease
 he turned it.

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𝒥𝓞𝓊𝓇𝓃𝒶𝓁 𝓔𝓃𝓉𝓇𝓎: 8

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𝓊𝔂𝓻𝓶 𝓞𝓯 𝓐𝓌𝓱 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓕𝔂𝓻, 𝓑𝓵𝓮𝓌𝓌𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓌 𝓫𝓮 𝓟𝓌 𝓪𝓵𝓵.

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𝓣𝓞𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝓌 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓞𝓯 𝓶𝔂 𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓞𝓷𝓲𝓪𝓵 𝓲𝓷𝓜𝓮𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓜𝓲𝓞𝓷 𝓲𝓷𝓜𝓞 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓌𝓜𝓱𝓞𝓞𝓭.

𝓜𝔂 𝓹𝓮𝓞𝓹𝓵𝓮, 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓌, 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂—𝓜𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓰𝓪𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓭. 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓌𝓶𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓭. 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓬𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓫𝓻𝓪𝓜𝓮𝓭. 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂.

𝓗𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂  𝓜𝓞 𝓌𝓮𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓰𝓞.

𝓣𝓞 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮—𝓯𝓞𝓻 𝓪 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓜𝓮𝓻 𝓹𝓟𝓻𝓹𝓞𝓌𝓮.

𝓐 𝓹𝓟𝓻𝓹𝓞𝓌𝓮 𝓘 𝓌𝓜𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓎𝓷𝓞𝔀 𝓷𝓞𝓜𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓯.

𝓘𝓷 𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓭—𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓭—𝓪𝓶𝓞𝓷𝓰 𝓪 𝓹𝓮𝓞𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓞 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓫𝔂 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮. 𝓑𝓟𝓜 𝓷𝓞𝓜 𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘 𝓎𝓷𝓞𝔀. 𝓝𝓞𝓜 𝓪 𝓹𝓮𝓞𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓞𝓟𝓰𝓱 𝓜𝓞 𝓶𝓮𝓮𝓜.

𝓘 𝓭𝓞 𝓷𝓞𝓜 𝓌𝓹𝓮𝓪𝓎 𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓞𝓯 𝓜𝓱𝓲𝓌 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓜 𝓱𝓞𝓷𝓞𝓻, 𝓞𝓯 𝓬𝓞𝓟𝓻𝓌𝓮.

𝓊𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓵𝓞𝓞𝓎𝓮𝓭 𝓟𝓹 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓌𝓪𝔀 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓌𝓎𝔂—𝓫𝓪𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝓫𝓟𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓶𝓌𝓞𝓷—𝓘 𝓜𝓱𝓞𝓟𝓰𝓱𝓜 𝓘 𝓌𝓪𝔀 𝓗𝓲𝓶.

𝓢𝓵𝓲𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓫𝓮𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓜𝓱𝓪𝓜 𝓿𝓪𝓌𝓜 𝓬𝓞𝓌𝓶𝓲𝓬 𝓿𝓮𝓲𝓵.

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓑𝓟𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓗𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓵𝓭.

𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓞𝓯 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓛𝓞𝓻𝓭''𝓌 𝓬𝓱𝓞𝓌𝓮𝓷.

𝓐 𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱 𝓐𝓌𝓹𝓮𝓬𝓜.

𝓐 𝓭𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓞𝓶𝓮𝓷.

𝓐 𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓌𝓌𝓲𝓷𝓰.

𝓞𝓻 𝓌𝓞 𝓘'𝓶 𝓜𝓞𝓵𝓭.

𝓕𝓞𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮, 𝓌𝓮𝓵𝓯. 𝓘 𝓰𝓻𝓞𝔀 𝓟𝓷𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓜𝓮𝓯𝓟𝓵 𝓲𝓷 𝓻𝓮𝓯𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓜𝓲𝓞𝓷.𝓘𝓜 𝓶𝓟𝓌𝓜 𝓳𝓟𝓌𝓜 𝓫𝓮 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓿𝓪𝓌𝓜𝓷𝓮𝓌𝓌 𝓞𝓯 𝓲𝓜 𝓪𝓵𝓵—𝓱𝓞𝔀 𝓌𝓶𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓲𝓜 𝓶𝓪𝓎𝓮𝓌 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵.

𝓗𝓞𝔀 𝓵𝓲𝓜𝓜𝓵𝓮.

𝓜𝓪𝔂𝓫𝓮 𝓲𝓜'𝓌 𝓳𝓟𝓌𝓜 𝓪 𝓯𝓵𝓪𝔀 𝓞𝓯 𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓌 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓷𝓞𝔀.

𝓘𝓜 𝓲𝓌, 𝓪𝓯𝓜𝓮𝓻 𝓪𝓵𝓵, 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓞𝓌𝓌 𝓞𝓯 𝓪𝓜𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓜 𝓜𝓱𝓪𝓜 𝓶𝓪𝓎𝓮𝓌 𝓪 𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓌𝓜𝓮𝓌𝓌 𝓞𝓯 𝓕𝔂𝓻 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓞𝓻𝓮 𝓮𝓜𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓵.

𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓱𝓞 𝓎𝓷𝓞𝔀𝓌.

𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓌 𝓘'𝓵𝓵 𝓵𝓞𝓞𝓎 𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓎 𝓪𝓜 𝓜𝓱𝓲𝓌 𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓭𝓪𝔂, 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓜𝓮𝔁𝓜, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓜𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓎: 𝓗𝓞𝔀 𝓌𝓲𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓌 𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓷.

𝓗𝓞𝔀𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻, 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓌𝓪𝓶𝓮.

𝓣𝓞𝓶𝓞𝓻𝓻𝓞𝔀 𝓘 𝓭𝓮𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓜 𝓯𝓞𝓻 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓞𝓟𝓷𝓜𝓻𝔂 𝓞𝓯 𝓘𝓌𝓵𝓮𝓹𝓱, 𝓜𝓞 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓞𝓻𝓜𝓱 𝓞𝓯 𝓐𝓲𝓌𝓱𝓪𝔀.

𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓮𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓭𝓟𝓜𝓲𝓮𝓌, 𝓶𝔂 𝓻𝓲𝓜𝓮𝓌, 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓞𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰.

𝓘 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓞𝓻 𝓌𝓪𝓯𝓮 𝓹𝓪𝓌𝓌𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓭𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓟𝓻 𝓳𝓞𝓟𝓻𝓷𝓮𝔂 𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮.

𝓟𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓌𝓮 𝓫𝓮 𝓗𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓞 𝓫𝓲𝓻𝓜𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓜𝓱𝓮 𝓌𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓌 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓌𝓟𝓷. 𝓣𝓻𝓟𝓵𝔂, 𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓌𝓌𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓌 𝓫𝓮 𝓟𝓌 𝓪𝓵𝓵.

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"Hmm..."

Altha lingered on the page.

The parchment was crinkled, creased in crescent patterns like faint ripples from a long-forgotten drop of water.

Tear-shaped stains.

Faint. Faded. Nearly erased by time—but not to him.

They would be invisible by now if not for the emotional residue that clung to the page like ash that would not brush away.

Curious, he reached out, brushing the warped dots with his fingers.

The moment he made contact, emotions surged through him.

Not simply sadness.

A grief so raw it scraped the inside of his chest.

A loneliness swallowed in ritual.

A rage that had no name—only duty.

His own throat tightened as his breath hitched.

Tears traced his cheeks, uninvited and hot.

So strong was it that all that rang true in Altha's ears were distorted weeps, far away and close all at once.

He jerked his hand back, nearly stumbling off his chair. He took his crimson side cloak and wiped the tears away.

Wiping his face as if he could push the feelings out of him.

He gritted his teeth. Not in pain. In knowing.

"Must've been hard," he whispered. "To leave everything you've ever known
 for a calling that was never yours to choose."

His voice barely stirred the air.

But the weight of it—all that unseen sorrow—sat heavy on his chest.

He took in a deep breath and sat back down. With a lazy swipe through the air, the page turned—but he didn't read it. He just stared at it, eyes glazed.

"How much more of this book is there?" he muttered. "I never thought reading could be this exhausting. But after reliving what amounts to—what—nine days of someone else's feelings?"

He blinked slowly.

"I'm beginning to reconsider my own willingness in this endeavor."

He chuckled.

"Now, I know what you're thinking, self: 'You could just read it. Just skim through the damn words like a normal person.'" He raised a finger, imitating some invisible, over-logical version of himself. "'You don't need to experience everything that she felt.'"

He shook his head.

"But that's where you'd be wrong," he said aloud, softly. "I'd be blinding myself to the truths. Truths wrapped in tone and nuance and silence."

He folded his arms and stared back at the page, frowning.

"And now you're going to argue that emotions aren't facts. That they're tainted. That I could be misinterpreting everything—projecting my own thoughts onto hers."

He paused. Then smiled faintly. "Be calm, my simple mind."

He stood up, stretching his back with a satisfying crack.

"Whether I feel her pain or not, the truth will be distorted—by my ignorance, my lack of context, my biases. I can't pretend there's a 'clean' version of any of this. It would be disingenuous of a claim."

He held out his hand, and the Eidolomancy Script shot from the table into his grasp summoned by a thread of Psyche.

"We need to keep working on that," he muttered. "Energy output's still a little shaky. But one thing at a time for now."

He flipped to the table of contents and ran his eyes down the list, absorbing titles and chapter numbers.

"Now where was I? Oh, right.

In fact," he said, "I'd wager a raw emotional perspective is more honest than a sterilized one. History, after all, is more than just dates and names. It's what people felt when the world turned upside down."

He traced a finger across the page.

"It is often true after all, that war described in excruciating detail blurs the line between winner and loser."

Audacious as always his thoughts echoed back. "Oh, really...? Since when were you Mr Empathetic?"

The voice sounded like his, but not his own. Older. Colder.

"What can I say, we're just more mature now."

"No, no, no..." The voice chuckled. "I see where this is coming from. Still chasing after her ghost, are we? How fitting for you. How poetic. Being haunted by the living and the dead."

Altha fell still.

His fingers hovered over the page, unmoving.

Then, softly, almost to himself: "No... she's gone. What's left to chase?"

He tapped the parchment, slowly. Thoughtfully.

And turned the page.

Eidolomancy Script: Vol. I — Table of Contents

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Front Matter

I. Preface

II. Acknowledgments

III. How to Use This Volume

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Chapter 1: Foundations of Aethear Theory

1.1 What Is the Aethear?

 • The Foldless Weave of Reality

 • Ether, Cogni & Athar: The Trinity of Essence

1.2 The Four Pillars of Magical Interaction

 • Resonance, Confluence, Manifestation, Stabilization

1.3 Vectors & Vortices

 • Scalar vs. Vector Flows

 • Vortical Nodes: Wellsprings of Power

1.4 Awakening the Channel

 • Priming Ether: Breathwork & Trance

 • Crafting Cogni: Mental Constructs

1.5 Elemental Aspects & the 24 Standard Runes

 • Fire, Water, Earth, Air Frameworks

 • Rune Combinations & Spell Precision

1.6 Runic Geometry: Shapes & Arrays

 • Circles, Triangles, Squares, Spirals

 • Planar vs. Volumetric vs. Fractal

1.7 Foreshadowing the Path Ahead

 • From Script to Conjuration

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Chapter 2: The Runic Language

2.1 Origins & History of Runes

2.2 The 24 Core Runes: Names & Meanings

2.3 Stroke Order, Ligatures & Bindings

2.4 Runic Phonetics & Semantic Resonance

2.5 Practice Exercises & Calligraphy

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He exhaled softly, tugging the silken bookmark free and folding it over the beginning of Chapter 2. The fabric slipped through his fingers like memory.

"However," he murmured, "I do agree with you, self. I will heed the author's warning. It's best not to lose oneself to things too deep, and all that."

"Which is fine, but if I hope to escape from here sooner rather than later, certain calculated risks will have to suffice."

He clutched his head for a moment, his brain readjusting from the sudden influx of foreign emotions. Emotion it hadn't prepared for.

"But perhaps that'll have to wait. I don't think I can... I think-"

He sighed.

"I think I need a break. My reserves of Psyche are running low anyways. Maybe a little sip of water will calm my nerves."

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Passing back through the garden, he breezed by the arcane device—still pulsing softly. The orb cast its serene cyan light over the statues: six figures clad in flowing robes, each one reaching toward the suspended crystal... except one, whose hand had fallen, and four whose heads were missing entirely.

He did not linger.

Soon, he sat beside the fountain, cupping the cold water in his hands and splashing his face. Droplets scattered like stars across stone.

The relief was immediate—cool and clear—but it did little to slow the storm behind his eyes.

He stared down at his rippling reflection, not quite recognizing the face looked back.

A flicker of pale hair, silver eyes staring back piercing through the ripples.

He blinked once, and the reflection had vanished. Replaced instead by a familiar dark skinned male with dreads that obscured his eyes.

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