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Chapter 5 - Chapter Five: The Sky

The building came out of the fog without warning.

Small and gray stone. A door that had opened a thousand times and would open a thousand more. A line of children stretched from it down the road—hollow faces, thin clothes, the look of people who'd decided anything was better than what they were leaving.

Ezra joined the end of the line. The girl in front of him had dark skin and eyes that had gone somewhere far away. She didn't turn when he arrived. Just stood there swaying slightly, held up by something that might have been habit.

The line moved slowly. Each child went through and came out with a stamp or a paper or a nod, then was led around the side of the building and gone. Ezra watched them disappear and didn't try to imagine where. Wondering hurt, and it wouldn't change anything. Two good reasons.

His turn came. He stepped through the door.

The warmth hit him like a wall.

He stopped just inside. His body had been cold so long it had genuinely forgotten warmth—not the memory of it, but the feeling. The heat moved through every frozen place in him, every muscle that had been clenched for months. His eyes burned.

"Close the door. You're letting the cold in."

He closed it and walked forward. A desk. A tired man behind it with spectacles and the face of someone who'd processed too many desperate children to find any of them surprising. He finished writing before looking up. Then he looked at the silver hair, the hollow cheeks, the general evidence of a difficult few months.

"Name?"

"Ezra."

"Family?"

"No."

"Age?"

"Twelve. I think."

The clerk wrote it down. The first official record that Ezra existed. A name, an age, a presence the world had acknowledged. He'd never had that before. He wasn't sure how he felt about it. He filed the question away for later, when he had more resources to spend on it.

The clerk looked at him again. "You're Arkanian?"

Ezra considered the question. He'd been born here, probably. He'd spent his entire life here. But he didn't have the right face or the right claim on any of it.

"I'm from the Pit," he said. The only true answer he had.

The clerk held his gaze for a moment. Then stamped a paper and held it out. "Through that door. Wait with the others."

The second room was larger and warmer. Heaters in the corners. Children on benches and on the floor and against the walls—all ages, all hollow-faced, all waiting. Some were older, with hard eyes already sorting the room. Some were younger, small enough that they should have been somewhere else, in homes that had never existed.

He found a spot near a heater and sat on the floor.

The warmth came slowly. His fingers first, then his feet, then deeper, his muscles aching as they loosened. The pain was sharp and real and good because pain meant alive, and alive was the goal. He'd always kept his goals simple.

He looked around the room and catalogued what he saw. The older group by the far wall, already watching everyone else. The girl in the corner with her knees to her chest, staring at nothing. The boy his age sitting alone with his arms wrapped around himself.

Fifty-something children, by his count. All of them had made the same trade—the known slow death for the unknown chance. Reasonable calculation, he supposed. He'd made it himself.

He leaned back against the wall and closed his eyes. The heater glowed beside him. Outside, the winter was still there. In here, he was warm and breathing and alive.

He slept. It was the best decision he'd made in months.

They came at dawn.

Boots in the corridor. Equipment sounds. Voices that expected compliance. The door opened, and pale golden light came in behind the soldiers.

"Up. All of you. Line up. Move."

Ezra moved. His body still carried the winter in its memory—the reflex to brace, to conserve, to expect the cold to return at any moment. But he'd slept deep for the first time in years, and his legs held him when he stood.

Outside, the air hit him. Cold, yes. But not Pit cold. Just regular winter cold. He breathed it in slowly, and it didn't hurt.

Then he looked up and stopped walking.

Real sky.

Not the gray lid he'd known his whole life. Not the low heavy press that sat on top of the Pit and never moved. Real sky—pale blue, enormous, clouds moving slowly across it, going on in every direction further than he could track. He'd never seen anything that big. He stood there with his head tilted back, trying to process it, until a soldier shoved him between the shoulder blades and he started walking again.

He kept looking up. He couldn't help it.

They walked for hours through streets he'd never seen. Smooth pavements. Buildings that stood straight and had glass in their windows. Shops with bread and meat visible behind the glass, which he thought was frankly inconsiderate given the circumstances.

People stared as the line passed. A woman pulled her child to her side. A man spat on the ground. A group of boys on a corner pointed and laughed, bright and careless, the way people were bright and careless when they'd never had a reason to be anything else.

"Gutter-rats! They smell!"

Ezra kept his head down. Attention was danger. Always had been. But he glanced anyway. At the full cheeks. The warm coats. The easy way these people moved through the world. They'd never been hungry. Not once. He could see it in the way they stood.

He kept walking because there was nothing useful to do with that observation except file it away.

Then the wall came into view. White stone, gleaming, topped with gold that scattered the light. Behind it, spires—golden, rising, exactly like the posters. Aelia. The capital.

In the posters it welcomed everyone. In reality, they walked along its edge without slowing, the wall keeping them out the same way the Pit's wall had always kept them in. He looked at the children around him—hollow, hungry, walking past something that had never been meant for them.

He looked away. Some things weren't worth staring at.

The road sloped down. Buildings gave way to warehouses. The air changed. Less chimney smoke. More salt. Something sharp and alive underneath that he didn't have a word for yet.

Then the buildings fell away.

Water. More water than he could make sense of—gray and moving, going to the horizon and past it, disappearing into mist. Ships at the docks with masts reaching toward the sky. Sailors calling out in languages he didn't know. Gulls overhead, white against gray.

He stopped walking.

The soldier behind him started to say something, then paused and walked around him instead.

The ocean. The broken soldier in the dead-end alley had said the word once, drunk and certain. Ezra had turned it over in his mouth like a stone with nothing to attach it to. Now he was looking at it.

His chest was tight. His eyes stung. But the wind handled that before he had to.

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