Xie Jin, due to their own reasons, had caused many problems, which indeed made them very repulsive, but they did not know how to change these issues. Instead, they felt unsure about how to face many things, though these problems were indeed very important to them. Yet, they did not know what they should change.
For such a long time, they really did not know how to face themselves. They had thought about accepting these facts, but many things were beyond their comprehension, like how to confront that they had been asking themselves for a long time whether they should let themselves feel, whether they should accept this world?
Over such a long period, they really had experienced too many things. Often, they wondered if they should change something, but they did not know if these things could truly be changed. This was simply because there were many issues existing among themselves, yet no one knew how to resolve these internal conflicts.
