Season: Autumn
Weather: No idea. Locked inside the shadow lord's ensuite bedroom, trying to find a way out.
Day of the week: Thursday
Date: 8th March, 2024
Thankfully, the dark shadow lord didn't go all the way with me yesterday. But I had a feeling that he was serious about making me his. One day. Would he be angry if he knew I wasn't a virgin?
He seemed to enjoy teasing me yesterday. Maybe enjoys the thrill of the chase? I had to admit, it had been quite the eye opening experience for me too. Who knew that these sorts of things were actually quite... hmm... yes. Quite nice. For some reason I can't stop thinking of it and my face keeps growing hot. I always thought that I was weird and all that sort of thing was meant to be as violent, forceful and painful as...
Let's not think about that.
When is the dark shadow lord coming back? If he really, you-know with me, would it be more enjoyable? Would I actually like it?
He said he'd be responsible.
No. Slap my fickle face. Slap it twice. Three times.
Wait. Why was I even contemplating being kept? I had to find a way out and to escape but there were guards at the door who wouldn't let me out.
Stony Boss and the shameless boss must be worried out of their minds. I had already chosen the shameless boss if I had to choose between my two bosses but even then, I was feeling reluctant to move forward with the relationship. I mean, I had tried giving them my body before and look how things had turned out. They didn't even want to look at me when I was trying to thank them with the only precious thing I owned.
But it was ok. I got it. They had said that for a man to love and respect a woman, she had to first respect herself.
Now that I was stuck with the dark shadow lord, what did he want from me other than my body? I was just a pillow to sleep on. He probably didn't even care about how I felt. There was no respect for me here.
I wonder what he and Chef would really do with that evil best friend of Bezel's? No. I should say, Bezel's boyfriend. Husband? Whatever. What creative way would they warn him and teach them what a real villain was like?
Wait. No. Chef wasn't a villain. The dark shadow lord on the other hand, would probably be proud of the title. I didn't understand him.
You know, I used to look up to that evil foster brother so much. Used to adore him as much as Bezel had. When had I fallen out of love with him? When had I started to see him for what he truly was? Was it after he had shed the dresses and revealed to us all that he was actually a boy? Who knew what that evil guy was thinking? Bezel had thought it was cool. I hadn't. Why? Because after the dresses had come off, the psychological games ramped up and I had felt like I was caught in a spider's web. In his exploration of gender, he had used...
I really have to find new ways to keep my mind preoccupied. This type of ground is too dangerous.
Hey, look. There's booze. Expensive, tasty booze. Let's give the dark shadow lord something to do so that he won't keep bothering me. Let's say it's a 'thank you' gift.
You idiot! You vomit all over my room and make it stink so bad that there's no way either of us can sleep in there tonight a 'thank you' gift? Is there something wrong with your head? I'm never letting you near alcohol again. The doctor says you've almost drunk yourself into alcohol poisoning and nearly killed yourself. What's wrong with you?