But after thinking it over, I feel it's not about that. If it were before, I might have cared more about whether he's an official. Now, what I care about seems to have changed. If possible, I'd much rather find a man who's willing to cherish me and live a steadfast life together.
However, we've come this far, and it would be quite difficult to find another man. It's also quite hard to make someone have feelings for me. For my parents, I can't just go on without a care.
Chuxia, my parents only have me, compared to you, I feel like I'm really not a good person. Tell me, if I realized my mistakes now, would it still be possible to make amends?"
"Of course it's possible." Chuxia patted her with a smile, "Uncle Yushui and Aunt Yulan are still young, you're not waking up late at all..." She glanced back at Zhao Yushui, who was grinning foolishly, "Uncle Yushui, are you happy?"
"Yes, yes, happy!" Zhao Yushui nodded repeatedly, his eyes glistening with faint tears.
