My name is Lilly Tomer. I'm a 23-year-old engineering graduate, but I haven't been able to find a job in the IT sector as a software developer. It's been a year since I finished my undergraduate studies, and the rejection emails keep piling up. My family consists of four members: my father, my mother, my brother, and me.
My father works as an accountant in a small company, but his income barely covers our expenses, especially with the weight of a $70,000 debt looming over us. My mother, a tailor, and my younger brother, still in his final year of high school, add to the financial strain. Our family's situation grows bleaker by the day.
The tension at home is palpable. My parents argue incessantly, often over trivial matters. Recently, my father's vehicle was stolen, and when we reported it to the police, they brushed it off with mere paperwork. To add to our troubles, my brother has become engrossed in anime and hentai, withdrawing into his own world.
Amidst the chaos, I struggle to find solace. Rejections from job interviews weigh heavily on me, and I find myself in constant conflict with my mother, who blames me for our predicament. I've lost touch with friends, retreating into the virtual realm of video games to escape the harsh reality.
My father worries about me, suggesting part-time jobs, but my lack of interest dampens any motivation to pursue them. Even when I do receive interview calls from IT companies, I sabotage my chances with laziness and fear. I despise myself for being a burden on my family, for not being able to secure a job despite my qualifications.
I wish I could disappear, evaporate into thin air, so that my family wouldn't have to suffer because of me. If there's such a thing as reincarnation, I pray that they won't have to endure the pain of having a daughter like me again.
[Wish sent to Primordial Mother]
What's happening? Whose voice is this? Am I losing my mind? Maybe I'm finally succumbing to insanity. But if that's the case, at least I won't have to endure this wretched existence anymore.
[Primordial Mother granted your wish]
Again? Is this childish voice granting me the wish to turn me into madness more? Ha... how fitting.
THUD...
Name: Lilly Tomer Age: 24 Cause of death: Heart attack due to overweight and stress