After being interrupted by Cheng Su, Hualing felt less sorrowful and melancholic. Her mood improved significantly, and she could discuss the issue of forgiveness with Cheng Su.
"Actually, I really don't know what to do. When I think of his betrayal, I hate him so much it gnaws at my insides. I cry day and night, feeling like the sky is falling, I can't eat, and I can't sleep well. You've seen the sorry state I'm in, haven't you? That's how it started." Hualing pointed to her own face and said, "Because of this, I've thought about divorce countless times. When I think about him being intimate with another woman and then with me... I just find him filthy, disgustingly filthy, and I can't stand it."
Cheng Su remained silent. She could understand. So-called marital fidelity means being faithful in both body and mind. When one party opens up to a third party, the other is bound to feel uncomfortable.
