are we supposed to grow like this?
I was once a kid and happy
unaware of those around me
then I became a teen and lonely
always killed by thoughts and anxiety
I used to wait for the class to end
"what will we eat later?" lingered in my head
I grew up and now play pretend
wondering if I deserve this pain that I cannot comprehend
when did everything go beneath?
what went wrong that I felt incomplete?
where did I wrongly land my feet
to fall into this endless pit?