"You're lying to me and to yourself. If you really forgave me, then why won't you be with me?" Lou Ming clutched his heart as he spoke.
She just refused to forgive him. If she could forgive him, they could definitely be together.
He admitted he was wrong; he was indeed a bad man in the past. Now he deserves the anger she's giving him, but the feelings he invested are real, and he truly loves her. Even when he tormented her, he felt terrible.
And he promises, from now on, to love her more than his own life.
"Xiaojun, I admit I haven't been good to you, but don't you really feel that when I tormented you, I felt awful too? I also love you. Why can't you see my love..."
Love?
Tormenting you, still because of love.
This made Ouyang Xiaojun uncontrollably recall everything from the past; the discomfort of having scars reopened, also igniting her anger.