Lu Xiaoyou gave herself an ethereal hope, using this weak and tiny hope, like a firefly, to support herself in searching for the child.
But she was too rational, and rationality, along with various scientific analyses, told her that the child was probably doomed.
Even if the child is still alive, there's a good chance he would become a puppet of Long Xingkui!
If that child recognizes Long Xingkui as his mother, what decision would she make?
If the child is corrupted by Long Xingkui, what should she do?
Actually finding the child is not the end, but rather the beginning of a struggle with Long Xingkui, a maneuvering with the child, and correcting the misguided path the child has taken!
The death of that child might not be the worst situation.
Lu Xiaoyou knows that thinking this way is somewhat cruel, but these matters are enough to trouble her alone.
