This was a solution more than suitable for Roka.
What had started as lust and turned into more… Could be regressed by forsaking lust.
In the first place, being a virgin was never really the problem, it was people learning of the fact that bothered her.
Perhaps, just like she had come to terms with her virginity, Roka would come to terms with the fact that Cero wasn't going to fuck her. Not because he didn't want to or because he didn't like her, but because…
'I'm just not built for that.' Roka admitted to herself.
Thinking back to the numerous times she had seen Cero with Lith, Liz, Rea, or Raya, despite wanting and desiring it, she just couldn't imagine herself in her place. She didn't have it in her.
'Maybe I'm autistic or something.'
Roka found it easier to forsake her desires and lust. She found it to be more comfortable, more likely to bring a more cheerful future.
'I'll get horny again, but who cares? It won't kill me. Just like it hasn't all these times already.'
