She suppressed herself from complaining about him.
All these years, she's been suppressing it.
Because Gu Zichen is already dead.
No matter how much she suffers, he wouldn't know.
But ultimately, she still loves him.
Loves him dearly.
Love so deep that she never deliberately tried to remember, nor deliberately tried to forget, and when this man reappears, her world would collapse.
She had to admit, at today's press conference, she used Qin Yiyang.
On one hand, using him to stir up media attention.
On the other hand... it was truly for Gu Zichen.
Yes, she didn't want to lower herself to find him, nor did she want to cling to him after he coldly said, "I don't know you." She really couldn't endure too much more blows and torment, she always felt that perhaps at some moment she couldn't foresee, she would really collapse.
Really give up everything, really no longer want to pursue anything.
