Zhang Zhentian just couldn't understand, why his father refused to give him a way out. He always wanted to live a few more days in this world, just to spend more time with his family in this home, but what did the repeated endings bring him?
Reflecting on the many years of longing to return to this home, it was only when he truly came back that he realized everything was just a mirage in his dreams. Nothing allowed him to achieve his goals, and repeatedly, what he desired was ultimately out of reach, repeatedly destroyed by his family.
The things he wanted were clearly within reach, yet unattainable, unownable, and instead, he had to suffer his family's repeated sabotages. Those feelings of discomfort and torment, or maybe everything was a path he had to walk alone, with no one else able to replace him. He saw things more clearly than anyone.
