Zhang Yichen once saw my good family, step by step, deteriorating to such a degree. He never believed that it would be the scene he most wished not to see in his life, yet he never expected to witness it despite his reluctance.
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"Now, in your eyes, you might think that I have completely lost my sanity, but do you know that this is the real me? I can give up everything for the person I love the most, even my sanity. I can act impulsively for him, without thinking, following my heart without reasoning. But I can't do that for you because you're not the one I love in my heart, nor the one I think about. Even though sometimes I smile when I'm with you, it's not genuine happiness. What I want is to stay by her side, stay by the side of the person I love the most. Actually, this is something that can no longer happen, yet I am still hoping. I'm hoping that one day heaven will show mercy to me!"
