"Actually, there was a time in the beginning when I couldn't fathom under what circumstances or reasons you made the choices you did. Gradually, I realized, since I couldn't understand it, why should I keep pursuing the past repeatedly? Shouldn't I be looking forward? Shouldn't I be living happily? Why make my life so unbearably painful, allowing myself to be hurt over and over again?"
During that time...
Zhang Zhentian just couldn't understand why his father was unwilling to give him a chance to live, just wanting to exist in this world a few days longer, to accompany his family a little more. But what did the outcomes bring him in the end, time and again?
Thinking back on how many years he had longed to return to this family, he only realized at the moment he truly returned that everything was just a mirage in his dreams. There wasn't anything that allowed him to achieve his goals; everything he wanted ended up being unattainable, time and again ruined by his own family.
