I always remember what the life I truly desire deep down is like. I've never given up hope because I know that only by tightly grasping hope can everyone around you realize that hope is actually by your side.
Don't give up your greatest life aspirations over and over again for some unchanging things. No one could ever understand, what kind of feelings they have in their hearts right now, standing here facing their dearest ones, yet feeling powerless, being inside there, being the dearest and best friend, yet he can only lie there alone, with no one able to share his burden, and no one able to talk with him, it is sheer torture for everyone's hearts.