The harm cannot be forgotten; we are not saints, no one can completely forget the wounds they have suffered. In the past, you might have said you didn't care, but there was no way you didn't care in your heart.
"In fact, you never think about what betrayal really is. In your hearts, you think everything you do is right, but who knows what kind of pain we've all endured? We make ourselves stronger just to live without guilt, to live more beautifully. But are we truly happy? Are the things we do really what we want? Time after time, I am slowly becoming numb, not knowing what I truly desire as the outcome, and even less knowing who is the person I love most in this life.
When I give all my true feelings over and over again, only to receive cold-hearted treatment in return, how do you feel deep down at such a moment? No one is willing to suffer such a blow, and even less to endure such torment.
