Being with someone you don't love, perhaps every day would feel like endless suffering.
However, some people are not good with words and won't express their dissatisfaction.
Anyway, Gu Xiaonuan thought of Si Yuchen this way. Si Yuchen might want to complain, but after seeing Gu Xiaonuan and their child, he becomes silent.
This is not a good thing, because silence cannot solve problems, and the conflicts between them are something they cannot reconcile.
Gu Xiaonuan is someone very self-aware. If her presence makes Si Yuchen uncomfortable, she truly cannot bear to see herself having such a severe impact on him.
Moreover, Gu Xiaonuan has already brought so much trouble to Si Yuchen. Before the matter with Lu Xiao is resolved, she really cannot continue to witness the emotional impact she has on him.
Si Yuchen may not say anything, but Gu Xiaonuan can clearly understand his thoughts.
Si Yuchen doesn't speak, but that doesn't mean he hasn't thought about it.
