I just want to die.
Nakamura Yoji had no idea how many times such negative thoughts had crossed his mind.
Ever since the accident at the construction site, he had become a bedridden invalid.
In the doctor's words, it was impossible for him to stand up again in his lifetime. He couldn't even take care of his most basic needs, living like a parasite off his family.
He knew he was a tremendous burden to his wife and daughter.
Yet, he couldn't control his volatile temper and sometimes even resented them for letting him live.
He shouldn't have been saved. It would've been better to die quickly and end his life.
Countless negative and dark thoughts flashed through his mind.
When Nakamura Yoji was alone, those dark thoughts churned in his head, making him contemplate ending his life numerous times.
But the basic instinct for survival that remained in his body stopped him from doing so. He started hoping for various accidents to happen each day.
