Gongze Yu wasn't saying this to comfort her; he truly believed it. He had said before that at his core, he was still that cowardly person. Long before he realized there was no possibility with her, he thought of dying because the despair, the pain, the feeling of losing a heart was so hollow, he didn't know how to continue living. Yet, he couldn't bring himself to commit suicide, nor could he bear for Bai Xue to be saddened by him. Now, fate had brought him here, to die here. It really was destiny; it was how his fate should be, and it was also his best ending.
Days without her were too long, so long that he felt darkness and fear, as if this world had no end. He was in pain, truly! Each of his breaths was painful; death was truly a relief for him!
"No, Gongze Yu, no! Don't forget you still have a wife, a child! If you leave, what will happen to them? How can you be so irresponsible? You can't ruin their lives!" Bai Xue wanted to hold him back with responsibility.
