She had always regarded Bai Xue as a sort of deity. Bai Xue held an exalted place in her heart, setting the standard for all her principles and everything she strived for. In pursuit of Bai Xue, she devoted herself thoroughly, leaving no time for leisure. She forced herself to become stronger and excel in everything quickly!
She always thought that one day she could be by Bai Xue's side, or even surpass her!
But she slowly realized how hard it was to beat Bai Xue starting from scratch!
While she had nothing, Bai Xue was born into a good family with everything set out for her!
Not only that, but Bai Xue also had two exceptional, strong men supporting her!
She could never catch up to Bai Xue with just her own efforts!
Bai Xue will forever be a deity she can never reach!
This made her frustrated and miserable, something her pride couldn't accept!
She became even more determined to surpass and suppress Bai Xue, which then developed into her current mentality.
