Chapter 147 - Volume hundred and Forty three

I have to play it off. They can't figure out who I am. Why does everyone know me?, am I don't have time for me to wake. " Look please for my sake forget this. Okay, this mark has done things to me. I wish I could go back make them regret what they done. I thought that would make my pain go away. I am wrong in that way of thinking. That's what they want from me to come back as I am now.". As I'm walking out of the infirmary, Allie shaking out of fear. " I'm sorry. I know you can't stand those words, it all we can do though. If I was there with you. Maybe just maybe I could have done something for your behalf, no individual should be like this. Well how about we watch the game show?, that always cheers me up.". I'm perplexed. Why does everyone care for my behalf?!, why can't they just slice me up?!. Use me for the pleasure, that's a feeling I'm use to. While I'm walking out. Making my way to the Lobby, I've noticed a count down was above the lobby. This must be the time when the show begins. A very unique way of doing it. I have two hours and twenty minutes left until it starts, Allie told me that I would enjoy the street market. As I left the guild I overheard a party discussion. It was about me, " I wonder what class he is. Maybe he already has a party. Yeah I think he is with the legendary Crusader.". Stepping down the steps wondering why they want to recruit me. I have no sense of fighting, I would just get in their way of progression. Walking down the streets. Everyone is constantly gazing at me. This was probably a bad idea, I should have listened to the doctor. The smell of food quickly changed my mind. How am I supposed to pay for anything?. The first stall I see was selling something called squid, it was an elderly couple. The faces were filled with joy. I want that kind of joy in my life, someday that will be me. I nervously walked my way over. Their faces stayed the same well for at the women's did, her husband reaches over hugged me. I was confused on why he was doing this to me?. His voice was too smoothing. " I know who you are!. You are part of Jim's party, I'm so glad you've made it here. Anything you want it's on use, thank you for being back our hero.". I couldn't say what that world was above their heads. So I just pointed at the food. They gave me a bag full of it. I gracefully gave them a nod, I wanted to express my gratitude towards them. The best I could do was to just give them a wave. While enjoying my food, laughter filled the streets. Maybe this is something I need more In my life. I wished the others could see what I'm witnessing, they are more deserving of this feeling. I've failed them so many times. Kids running around my legs, their mothers would so follow after them. None of the children I remember. Maybe me remembering anything would be impractical, all for the mothers started to apologize for their children misbehaving. I envy the kids. A mother that cares for them, if I ever met my parents. I would filled with both joy and rage. I would constantly asked them questions, am I an only child?. The same countdown was above the fountain in the middle do the street. An hour has passed since me being out here, after the hour Mark went by. The vendors changed their merchandise, in quick fashion. What could they be possibly change if too?. They same child that was cauing a ruckus, now is smiling from ear to ear. I was very curious on what they old couple had change about their store. From far away it looks like play dolls, then I've noticed the whole mood changed after the hour. Even their clothes changed. I asked the couple. " What happened I thought business was going good for y'all?.". They were confused, the old women answered first. " Sweetie it is. But right now is the rush before the show starts, that's where the real money is at. Well I don't want to bother them anymore. Whatever they are selling kids must really love it cause it was very hard to escape that stall. Well I'm happy for them, seeing people at their age. Still finding something to get their hopes up. Fifty fives minutes has passed since my last conversation with the couple. I'm standing slightly back to view the entire show, serval people cluster to the area. I over hear it's apparently the third year anniversary, of something kind of event that happened. I know it's the Adamsin things cause it's been more then three years. One minute left, my right eye catches a bundle of kids playing with their dolls. I've noticed something strange with one of the dolls, his pose reminds me of the moment with the pillar. That was so long ago why would have a doll doing that?. The crowd started the countdown, "59,58,57,56.". The crowd is really getting Into, hell I mine as well join them. I started counting for ten. "10'9'8'7'6'5". I stopped counting when I realized the couple next to me was holding a plushie of me. During the experiment of 47, I've began to choke on air. Started to shake violently, what is happening here!. All the dolls were me. But from different parts of my life from back then. Then a voice overwhelmed my inner thoughts, " welcome all viewer's. To the third anniversary of the game show, where you place bets on the survivability. Of the the star of the show, the one, the only. The protector of the lies. Five!!!!!!!".