Xiao Shen is feeling very conflicted right now!
If Xiao En is indeed Xuexue and his child, then how should he explain it to his teacher? He hasn't forgotten what the teacher said. All of a sudden, the teacher knows he might be Xiao En's father, yet he hasn't given Xuexue an explanation and is the culprit responsible for Xuexue's tragic childbirth death. Can someone like him earn the teacher's and the master's forgiveness?
His eyes filled with regret and self-reproach, Xiao Shen wished he could kill his past self. Why, when he wanted to take responsibility for Xuexue, did he agree when Xuexue said to pretend nothing happened and forbade him from saying a word to the teacher and the master?
Was his so-called responsibility nothing but hypocritical words?
