I woke up with my head and eyes hurting so bad and when I thought about it I remembered what happened yesterday I really didn't wanted to go school it's Saturday and tomorrow is holiday anyway I went to my mother and told her I was having a headache and I don't wanna go to school my mother looked woried and afraid at the same time as she looked at me and said " you know your father " " but I'm sick I can't go " I said and she agreed but I heard my father shout across the room but my mother was on my side as always I was staying at home after hear lots of harsh words from my father , after lot of hearing and pretending that I am okay he was finally gone and i was in my room with myself writing in my diary , ohh I forgot to mention I love to write the poem that I wrote today goes like -
'Sometimes I'm not sure who I'm ,
Or Where I'm suppose to be ;
Grateful for all of my memories ,
Starting to feel like I need new air ;
Today isn't my forever,
I'm changing to be the better. '
"That's a good one" said shia
" huh , shia it's you hey I missed you both so much oh and sinui what do you think shia like everything about everyone "
Shiawase - " that's kinda mean of you "
"I'm just kidding your childish behaviour is something I love most about you " I said , as I saw him being little sad about what I said
Sinui - " you two are same, childish and troublemaker and yeah you are pretty good writer Hana "
" we are not childish or troublemakers " we said in unison as three of us laugh together
We always have such good time when we are together but that didn't last longer my father shouted my name soon I was in the hall I heard him shouting at mom that how am I sick when I am having good time by myself I heard him say " she I'd not sick she has gone crazy , she has lost her mind she never talk with us but alway be by herself in her room talking to herself "
I held back my tear and went toward them and he told me to help my mother in the kitchen
Present*
3rd person pov-
Hana - " I ..i.. I c..can't doctor ..... I can't do it anymore " starts crying *
Counsellor - " calm down you don't have to if you don't want "
Hana - still crying *
Counsellor - " hey , listen it's not your fault about whatever happen I'm giving some meds have them and one more thing can I talk to your parents next week ? "
Hana - "y..yes , they are visiting menext week so yes you can"
Counsellor - "good you were so good at telling everything with details most people can't do it so take care and don't think too much don't worry you will be allright "
Hana - " bye "
Counsellor - " bye and take care "
Hana left and went home as she needed some alone time
Rest of the day went by soon it was night after dinner Hana got her her meds and put on some slow and soothing Music with an hour timer
With all the rythem and sad lyrics she was able to relate with she cried for about 45 minutes then felt asleep due to meds and Music turned off after an hour