Can I be more of a loser , i thought as i woke up the next morning, you guess it, naked, with Rio on the bed , i got up as quite as possible got my clothes and ran, baby, i wore my shit in the hall, i found my sister at the reception with the guy from last night , i got a chair and waited for her, i was too inpatient, i read the news paper and guess what, the whole northern empire is getting shut down , because of some civil war or something , tonight, for at least some years, isn't that great now , what time is it ? Fuck midday, fuck that guy we need to leave , i thought as i took my sister's hand and ran to the station , " what the hell are you doing?" She screamed,
" going back home, " i said ," why? why? why would you do that? wasn't he good ?" She said ," he's great but we need to go home, judging from your mode ,you had sex too so no big deal ,okay?" I said ," no, i want stay, he 's perfect for me ,i don't want to leave him ," she say as i reply," well we got to leave them, the whole contient is shutting down tonight, we're lucky we stopped at this island in the middle of the ocean and didn't go to denis, we might get home if we leave now. "
"what if we stay here ? You didn't see your kids yet , maybe the shut down is only a month or two " she said ," believe me , i was gonna bail on you too , i'm still not ready to meet the i hate you mom face yet ,and on the warning it said at least some years so i'm sure, besides staying here is horrible ,this island belong to the northern empire," i said still dragging her with me ," but, but, i'm, i'll...." She said when i cut her saying ," i know it'll been a while since you've it but and I'm just saying, i want to go back to that hotel more than anything ,lady ,i was a virgin last night ," we took the train, going back home, crying, both of us. We got back to the capital, we stayed at an hotel to discuss stuff and sleep ," thanks for not letting me say goodbye at least," she started," like you're gonna leave if i told you nicely , what were you thinking about? You have a son , were you planning on abandoning him?" I said ," of course not , and you have four kids, two who you don't know where the hell are they, and the two who you know and could go to , were waiting for you," she strike," the thing is ,they are not waiting for me , they left me, they don't want me near them, you think they miss me? , well i think, they will be so unhappy to see me, i don't know the reason they left for, but i'm sure they left because they didn't love me even ." I said before she replied," i'm sorry didn't mean to shout ,i didn't know you felt that way , i just loved ..... No that's a big word , i liked the time we had, and the way it ended wasn't really cool," she said , a long silence appeared so we hugged, and it was going well until she said " so , how was he ?so soft and sweet or rough and hot, begging or demanding? " " It was .... I don't remember i'm not even sure i had it , did i had drinks last night?" I asked , " not on my watch you were really fine, but no wonder you were able to walk let along run," she said as she added ," mine was so gentil, but i was in pain , unbearable pain, the next morning," thanks really needed that information.