And our child, he should have grown a lot taller by now, right? When I left, he was still just learning to walk, but now he should be able to run and jump, maybe even have started school. I've missed so many moments of his growth, which fills my heart with guilt. But please tell him, Daddy is staying in this damn place to protect more children like him, so that you can live a more peaceful and serene life.
I also understand that my departure has brought you endless worry and pain. But please believe, I will do my utmost to protect myself, striving to return to you as soon as possible. Because I know, home is my eternal harbor, a place I will always miss no matter where I go.
