It has many names: Overseer, Sovereign, Ruler, Dominator, Supervisor, or Noblesse. Some called it a hard way like The Universe's Own Absolute Consciousness, which was born to observe, mingle, and monitor the universe in which it resides. It uses only its otherworldly power to maintain balance and will judge the fate of the universe it resides in if the path is going to its destruction.
It can interact with the denizen of the universe that has higher intellectual but never be with them forever and must leave them be. Having the emotion of being smitten by someone it interacts with was akin to having sins of destruction. This being will be born into a family that dearly loves each other regardless of the circumstances but tragically end their lives because of the unwritten rule.
A being that was granted an immortal life with a youthful face even having this was a cruel curse that will slowly break you to pieces if you were to be bestowed upon it unless you are a heartless person who never values anything else than itself. Watching everyone grow old and how they will leave the mortal realm.
Only unveil who, what, and all things it needed to know at the age of four, years after it was born with having its awareness of all things it needed to know. If failed to achieve then only be acquired by suffering from extreme trials if completed will be granted infinite power that all rightfully belongs to him.
Everything was fine but why? Why did they want me dead? I cannot stand it, first, they eradicate the Elven clan, and not being satisfied with that they erase my clan, killing my family and leaving me behind. After all, they did in the past getting rid of them or hunting them like animals, now all around started to disappear and only appeared to be some cold corpses.
At first, I thought it was fate but later I realized that it was not. The cruelest reality hit me hard. I planned to eradicate all but I cannot repeat the past mistakes of the previous holder of my power. I can only sacrifice my powers, reverse all of them, change the trajectory, and hope that it was the right decision I made.
I was born stark naked, so the others were unaware of everything just growing slowly, adapting, and learning. But before that, I was like sleeping in endless darkness, not feeling anything then suddenly here I am sitting on my bed contemplating how I was alive and was born and why cannot remember any of my memories from my youth. This lingering fear and confusion cloud my judgment and drench me with cold sweat.
I am fully aware of my birth name, a name given to me by my birth parents. There is a moment that I have forgotten about it I felt like it is my name then also not. I owned it but I feel like I stole it from someone else. I cannot read what other people thought of things and to me, I only rely upon form guessing what they think.
When I sleep everything went dark so dark that I cannot see a glimpse of light. Not fully aware of what is happening around my lifeless body when I woke up another day and night passed and there is another day waiting for my life. My life goes with the flow sometimes I am aware of it and sometimes it was vague. All of that seems familiar but it was not like I did those things only to realize it was my first time doing it as Déjà vu.
But who am I? What my existence is for? Do I need to "see" what they do? What waiting for me after death? Can someone please tell me everything I needed to know about my questions?