Gnawing on the bit of jerky that I had brought with us as 'snacks' kept me somewhat occupied as I just mulled over everything, staring a the towering mountain in silence as the faint sounds of night trickled in ever so slowly.
The hooting of some owls, chirping of crickets and rustling of the leaves around me was somewhat comforting and all too familiar, for a few different reasons now; nature itself would always feel like 'home' thanks to how long I had spent in it, but... being a soldier for so long had some effects on me.
The amount of time I had spent just camped out somewhere doing little more than guarding an area could definitely have been used for something more useful, but in the end it shaped me into who I was today...
Even with everything that had happened to me I don't think I would ever change a single moment in my life now that I knew it led to this... I might not ever tell her directly but just seeing that white haired brat usually filled me with a warmth I never thought possible.
Yeah I was proud of Camara too, and undoubtedly I was filled with love for the adorable little Doe and Pink Robinkin that were always vying for my attention - as well as little Netyl too, of course - but there was just something about having one of my children take after me in practically every single way...
Down to the faults I had that could easily lead me to terrible spots in life, which I was seeing now since my daughter had developed a taste for having a variety of women around to slake her thirst for carnal pleasure.
I myself had relished being single in the army for all that time, loving the freedom I had to 'feast' on the prostitutes of Freyishrta or the clout it gave me with typical citizens; the amount of women that always were enamored with me whenever we were in a town or city was impossible to count, let alone how many of them I had gone home with and likely 'ruined' for a little while.
I knew just how addicting it was to constantly chase a new tail and have a new kind of woman pressed against your skin every single night, how that sort of variety sunk its claws into you and dulled the luster of repeat trysts with any of those women.
It was because I knew that feeling that I was able to find it in myself to be stern and somewhat 'angry' at my daughter, but I would be lying if I didn't say I wasn't somewhat proud that she just seemed to be a complete copy of me.
Thanks to her Mother she was going to be better than me eventually, but until she actually proved that I refused to even consider it properly, so I was going to make sure to mould her into a better version of herself that didn't come to regret things.
At least not things that were easily avoidable, like fumbling her incredible older sister as a mate and losing that connection they had forged since birth; again I would be lying if I said I wasn't somewhat anticipating her doing so since it would mean I could have Camara for myself, but...
That was me being incredibly selfish and stupid, so the real me wanted them to finally understand what it meant to be partners and not break their hearts over something so easily avoidable... primarily Aethisia, anyways, since she just needed to not go fuck another woman...
All of this was just to say that I was going to take this time to drill the idea of being a little more present to her mate and being even more loyal to her than before into her thick skull, and since we were far away from the comforts of home, well... that should be easy.
One of those comforts was the constant relief we could find by having any of the women in the house tend to our virility at command, but out here we didn't have the luxury of getting a blowjob as we woke up or being told that we could creampie a tight pussy 'only' once or twice right before breakfast.
This forced abstinence would do her good - and honestly it would do me well too since I had been losing focus as of late - on top of all the talks we would be having, but our primary purpose here was to head to that mountain and return it to the Duchess.
Sadly not to the Duchess with the juicy ass that I got to pound before we left, but that wasn't the point; there were bad people here and we needed to kill them so that this area could be returned to the Queendom.
That was our purpose and we were going to fulfill it; simple as that, with no other hidden objectives or possible changes of plan... we just needed to go there, find the village, kill all of the 'bandits' inside and then wait for the arrival of some of the Duchess' people.
So much to do yet at the same time the list we had was barely a page long; certain buildings needed to be left standing and we had a little information on the leader with the option to capture her, but otherwise it was just 'kill all enemies, free all civilians'.
One of my favorite objectives of all time, honestly, and it was the reason why I had decided to bring the white haired idiot along with me since this was the perfect place to 'pop her cherry'... another thing that filled me both with anticipation and concern as I wondered what would happen when she finally whet her blade with mortal blood.
All in all this journey was going to be nice, but for now she could sleep a little longer as the moon slowly began to creep down towards the horizon; she was going to need the energy for what was to come, because no mistakes could be made over there...
And the journey there would be spent explaining to her that Camara was her mate, not just a convenient pussy that existed only to be ravished by her; how she would react to me telling her that I was more than happy to take Camara off her hands if she decided to be stupid would likely be a bit volatile, but it needed to be done~!