Qin Ying didn't reply. Instead, she just threw aside the showerhead, suddenly collapsed onto Wang Zhan's chest, and burst into tears.
She was torn.
She wanted Wang Zhan to die, yet she couldn't bear to see him actually die. She wanted Wang Zhan to live, yet the guilt she felt towards Qin Yuan was like a thorn in her heart, making her unsure how to face Qin Yuan.
She sobbed uncontrollably, all her worries finally crumbling under the emotional collapse, and she appealed to Wang Zhan without reservation.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I don't want you to die! But why did you have to meet Qin Yuan? Do you know, he's the one who truly saved my life, and he was the kindest person to me. Why did you have to meet him? Why did you take that mission? Why do you look so much like him? Why won't you just let me go? If you hadn't met him, and I hadn't met you, if we'd never known each other, and if Qin Yuan hadn't died... oh, how good would that have been..."
