Mirel was actually worried about directly reaching adulthood by absorbing her first wave, since the queen would definitely find a way to remove the negative effects left in her body upon her return.
And the method to remove these negative effects is simple yet crude: find a male partner to unite with her, allowing all the emotions associated with her first wave to be vented through this process.
It's true Mirel reversed the emotions of her first wave upon adulthood, but she underestimated the impact of having two such waves. Although it seemed to weaken the effects on herself, in reality, she merely transferred those emotions onto another target.
She would still be affected to some extent, occasionally unable to control her emotions.
In just a few hours of her adulthood, her lower garment had been soaked multiple times.
"Let me think about it." Mirel said softly.
