Every night,
I read stories that are happening around me.
People leave this world too soon,
And were judged by God once their soul leaves the Earth.
It has always been told from my ancestral ages,
That God shows mercy to those, who need it.
But I don't deserve the love that He shows me,
Tried fighting for forgiveness,
Even though I know He will lend it.
But my mind convinces me to believe,
I am a slave to the darkness.
The voice kept telling me,
It is not worth fighting anymore.
They won't stop,
Till I have taken my life away.
They keep taunting and haunting me,
Until they are satisfied.
They want my soul,
They won't let me sleep.
I am fighting for my life, Mentally.
And still, those demons won't let it go.
My pain is extreme,
I would do anything to make it go away.
Prescribe me, Let me take those drugs,
I will trade them with my soul.
Just let me be high,
So, I won't feel the pain any longer.
You have no idea,
How much I tried.
I did not want to see those teary eyes,
I feel like I don't need to be set free,
Cause the Truth of Peoples's behavior,
They have set me apart with their fake identity.
Finally,
I can put my misery to rest.
Now, I know that you didn't care.
Maybe, The Devil was right in wanting my soul,
To show me the truth of how I got myself fooled.