You know, when she used to escort Xu Chang'an, she thought that someone as likable as the gentleman, even to become a concubine, would never choose her.
Therefore, she dared not look at Xu Chang'an just now, forcing herself to focus her attention on Yun Qian, whom she equally admired—
Yes, from the beginning she kept telling herself, as long as she admired Ms. Yun, that's best.
How wonderful it is that there is someone beside her whom she admires, so she can temporarily transfer her affection for the gentleman onto Ms. Yun, only then can she... talk to him calmly.
Sometimes it's not that she doesn't care, it's just that she doesn't want to show that she cares.
Women are really so twisted.
Who would have thought that Ms. Yun seems to perceive what's in her heart... and insisted on asking her again, as if she could sense her repression.
Do you like the young gentleman?